31 of Oct Hi-Tea

Hi-tea today..
Fetched my sis first to Wangsa Maju..
Lols..
My mom keep scolding me..
Why don let her fetched me to Chyi's house..
Bcuz Batu Caves is jam-ing like hell.. =.=
We are nervous like hell..

Keep praying..
Hope later will not jam anymore..
LOLS..
Miracles happen..==
Im telling the truth..
Half an hour b4..
Its jam like hell..
But another 20 minutes after..
It didnt jam anymore..
LOL..
Got lar..
Only 3 minutes..
Its miracle =.=

Reached Grand Season Hotel..
Lols..
Comments around..
U look better without tis n tat..
Cute..?Pretty..? ==
Of cuz not for me.. ==
Mine is..?
DAO GEI..=(
xD

It finally started..
Lols..
So many ppl..
And the dishes were special..?
Er..
I don think so..
Kinda normal..
Their mushroom soup were totally different with Pizza's..
Lols.. ==

Im lucky today..?
Got a hamper again..
Lucky draw..
Muahaha..
When they call 61..
Lols..
Im eating ice-cream..xD
Chocolate 1..
My favourite leeh xP..
Lols..
Pn Syuhaily was the one who awarded the hamper to me..==
Im so nervous..
Bcuz she was the one who loved to catch me..!!
She made me embarrassing b4..
LOLS..==
Anyway..
Thanks lot too..
And she treated me good when I get the hamper..
She finally looked kind.. xD

Took many pics with F5 seniors..
Really happy =D..
Hey..
Took pics with my idol..
Miss Lim too xD
Actually wan take pic with her only de T.T
But hor.
Shes sitting with whole gang of teachers..
But oso satisfied d..
I sit bside her xD

Soon we went Times Square..
Played bowling too..
=D..
Kinda enjoyed ourselves xD

Lols..
Jing wen bought Sushi from sushi king..
And we waited for almost half an hour..
Stupid services..
Like shit only.. =.=

Gotta rushed back..
Alrd 6.30pm..
Really so worried..
Almost cried..
Anand fainted somemore..
Cant walk fast abit T.T
Keep calling them to rush..==

Sorry guys..
Im too nervous..
But my dad nvr said anything..
Sorry for keep hastening u all..
Pai seh =P

A fun dayz..
Pics will b uploaded soon..
Jz waiting for one whos taking camera..
Muahaha..
Really a nice day =D

30 of Oct Happy?

Kinda happy now..
Bcuz I found Beethoven Virus Drama's songs..
Muahaha..
All orchestra 1..
I love it ><
Muahah..

Today school gt another lecture again..
But its fun..
I like it..
U noe why..?
Its abt music..!!!
Whee :3
Im a music lover..
Foreva..xD
When I n Chee Hao heard tis..
We really rush to Dewan..
Muahaha..xD
The lecturer quite na bet lar..
But hes pro..
The way he play chords..
Walao..
Amazing..
I wana learn..!!!
Hope he is my teacher..
I ask him why my teacher nvr teached us abt chords..
He said its definitely 1..
Cause Im playing classical piano bt not pop..
Dono why..
After the lecture..
My confident back..
Lols..
One more..
They called my name to perform piano on the stage.
Kao ==
Embarrassing lar..
Dedicate ''Hero'' to Chyi them..
Actually wan play another chinese song..
But not sure the chords d..
Dowan to b fooled ==
Kinda love tat feeling..
But my hands n legs were shivering....=.=
xD

LOLS..
Im very tired now..
Flu-ing today..
Go see doctor today..
Hehe..
Im ok rite now...

Today play badminton with my buddies..
LOLS..
All gang of my primary skul's frens came..
All guys from Chong Hwa
My god..
Really get shocked..
Shud I say HI to them..?
Missed them lar T.T

Really very tired now..
But don feel like sleeping again..
Is yawning..
Really wana sleep..
May b its bcuz I hvnt wash some dishes ba..
Lazy lar..
Somemore hvnt finish the ABC soup..
Its nice..
But Im sick..
Really don feel like eating..
T.T

K lar..
Tats all for today..
Tmrw Hi-Tea..
Wana see all leng leng..
Muahaha..xD
Waiting ING...=P

29 of Oct Suffer

Wei Hong ar Wei hong..
I dowan fren with you d..
U pray to b healthy..
U dowan to fall sick..
But now I'm sick..!!!
Eeee..
Hate u..!!
xD

Fever+flu+throat-ache..
Really suffer..
Tomorrow still wana stay..
But mom seems like dowan me to stay..
She say wan go see doctor..
Bcuz shes still coughing too..
LOL..
I wan play lar ><

Hi-tea coming lor..
Yee..
I dowan sit bus..
Really dowan..TT
Gonna to wear the shirt+shorts which cost RM49.90
Which make me heart pain..?
T.T
Should I wear tat..
Will I heard ''Yer'' from my frens again..?
Im lala..?
Or wad...==
Bitchy comments..!! ==

Euch..
Saw my shadow in others' body..
Weird feeling..
Or should I learn too..?
To look further..
To b more optimistic..

Im tired now..
Eye gonna close..
Hvnt iron uniform yet..!!
Im freaking lazy..!!
And suffering =(

28 of Oct Dowan to seperate TT

Abit upset today..
Jie muii them absent without informing me..
I was like..
Haiz..
Suan le bar..
If they came..
I think I only will accompany Chyi them only..
Sorry...
Haha..?

Im rite..
We d far apart from each others..
I really appreciate that Im one of the member in 3 Cempaka..
I really happy being with u all..
Really waiting for the trip..
Bt seems like..
No one cares....
D dissapointed..
Trip canceled bah..?
Or join other classes..?
Haha..

Im going Bio nx year..
Will not have any relatioship with u all again..
This year is the last chance to b together..
3 Cempaka..
Will turn into sweet memories..
The best class ever..
I miss that...

Celebrated ''3 Dahlia's birthday'' today..
Its fun..
But I wish 3 Cempaka will held a small party too..
And we will play as crazy as we can..=D
Playing cake around..
Taking pic around..
The happiness is hard to b described..
You must taste it urself..

Playing cream xD
Our face were exactly like a funny clown..
I miss that..
Put the whole plate of cream onto Chyi's face..
She wanted to revenge back..
Bt too bad..
She was too kind..
And..
Pity Kee Ian lar..
Was clean at the beginning..
Bt in the end..
Muahahaha..
Although the cream d drop onto the floor..
But Qui Han still put it onto his face..
Funny Kee Ian..
Salty chicken..!!!

Its fun..
October gona ended..
November coming..
Nx year..
Its coming..
I dowan to part with 3 Cempaka..
Forever dowan..
T.T

28 of Oct Picha

Picha

Picha

Picha

Picha

Whee :3

Without spec x)

100% Natural

27 of Oct Dude.!

No salt no salt no salt..(Translate into Chinese)
Really speechless..!!!
Argh!!
Really mortifying..!

Nvr go Sushi King today..
Really bored in house..
Keep blaming mom for not allowing me to go..
Kar Man is going u know..
T.T
Actually d noe yesterday..
Bt May Yee called me to keep tat..
So I nvr talked abt her..
Haiz..
I missed her..

Night..
Went party with my parents..
Finally got the opportunity to ask my mom why..TT
My mom say..
I dono how to enjoyed those delicious food..
Dislike tis dislike tat..
I was like??
Mom..wat r u talking about ==
I visit to Sushi King..
Not go eat Sushi King for RM38..
Nerd..!!
Mom thought I go eat like buffet de..
So she felt its expensive.!!!!!!
AAaaaaaaaa..

Cannot blame her..
I really stupid..TT
Bt Im kind lar..
See shes sick..
So don beg her anymore..
But regret today..T.T
Tat time daddy was around..
Summore called me don keep going here n there..
Haiz..
So I not dare to beg d..
Sumore hv to gv answer in the short 10 mins..
Today heard Qi Hao say he made the decision in the morning...
Then he went..
BULL shut*..
I hate TT

Suan le..
Learn to forget bah..==
Its mortifying..
But jz learn to put down..
Bt I slept until 12.30pm..
Really enough leh..
xD

Anyway..
Hope Thursday's trip..
Will better..
But 3 Ang them nvr go for the trip..TT
Wuu...TT

26 of Oct LAME

Tomorrow not going to school..
Abit disappointing..TT
I wana go Sushi King..
Cause there will b a good n best surprise for me..

Too bad..
Mom don let me go..
Plus on she falls sick..
And I really not dare to beg her anymore..
Don feel like wasting her money..
RM38 @@
Suan ba..
Just stay at home..
Accompany my mom ba..
May b I will happier leh..?
Who knows..? =D

Today..
Stupid boring in school..
Haiz..
Thought after PMR..
We will very happy n enjoy our life..
But everything happens out of expected..
Dude..==
Boring boring boring..
Like HELL..
What will happen during the result's day..
Haha..
I bet I will b crying..
Now just feel like..
My language subjects all B..
Nerd..
I will cry like hell although I get 5 As..
Haiz...
Oh may b no 5As...?
T.T

Its tiring..
Don feel like sleeping..
No mud..
Hope mom can get well soon..
Now she totally no sound..
Because of this..
I can escape from doing housework..
And hv a nap for two hours =D
Lols..
Im bad..
Hehex..=)

Kay ba..
Gonna ended tis post..
Nothing to write more..
As a conclusion..
I love you..
You love me..
We are happy family..
Lols..
Sorry if tis too lame..
But I feel more lame den u...

25 of Oct Heart broken

Bad news a bad news ar..
Today went 1U for nothing..
Everything is expensive like HELL..
Somemore spend RM10..
On eat and drinks..
I gonna cry :(

Soon..
Teng's dad fetch us to Selayang Mall..
And everything is cheap like hell compare to 1U..
And this make me drop in to the hook..
May b bcuz of facing to expensive prices for too long..
Suddenly feel Selayang Mall's things so cheap..

And I did one silly thing..
I bought the shirt+shorts forRM49.90..
Mean RM50..
I feel its worth and I love it so much..
I got think carefully..
Ask my mom shud I buy or shouldnt..
The end..
I buy it..

Now..
I'm crying..
Min Li told me tat Times Square only for RM10..
My RM40 gone..!!
Wuu..
I really regret..
My mom n sis say its really so so normal..
Nothing special..
The brand oso not popular..
Everything so normal..

Why I will so stupid..
Why cant I wait for my mom to fetch me go..?
Why why why...? TT
Yesterday good news..
Today bad news..
Bro and sis gave me back de money..
ALL GONE..!!!
TT

Really cant forgive myself..
I hate myself..
I dono how I going to wear tat bladdy shit to Hi-Tea..
Im really a nerd..!!!
I hate I hate..
T.T
What comments will I heard in Hi-Tea..?
Stupid..?
''LALA''..?

Im totally hurtled :(
Who wana gv back me money T.T
NO ONE..!!!
T.T

24 of Oct Whee :3

Kinda many good news to say today..
x3..
Hehex...

First..
I reject the band d..
Feels free now..
No need confuse about this and that..
About studies about band..?
No more..xP

Second..
I pass my theory exam Grade 6.!!!
Woohoo..~
My tears my efforts..
Were not wasted..
Wohoo..
Congratz me..!! XD
Although long time nvr get merit and distinction..
Bt teacher say now grade higher..
Abit hard to get a better result..
Pass d enough...
Whee :3
Wahaha..xD

Third..?
Going 1 utama tomorrow..
With 3 Ang gangs..
Which nx year's 4 Ang..
Wakaka..
But hopefully daddy wont ask so many..
When mom fetch me to Teng's house..
If not..
I cant go d..TT
Hopefully I found the skirt I meet in Jusco..
And its much more cheaper..><"

Thats all?
Hmm..
NONONO..
Finally I hv money now!
Mom borrow me RM50..
Sis and bro finally gv back my money which they borrowed long time ago..
Plus on my Angpau's money..
Wahaha..
Now I abit abit abit rich le..
Don kidnap me...!!!
Whiii =3

Fifth..?
Er..?
HI-TEA coming..
Yea yea yea..
Im waiting...
Wakaka...

Sixth..?
Oh ya..
Mom promise to buy me a pair of shoes..
Which I hv been waiting so long..
Today wana buy..
But the size to small..
Have to wait until next time..
I'm lovin' it..xD
Hopefully can found it b4 Hi-Tea..x)
Muahahahha..
Totally mad :P

Seventh..
Finally my fren wakes up from doing silly things..
Wahaha..
May god bless her..
To start a new life..
And to lead a happy lifez together with us..=D

Hmm..?
No more I think..?
Heeyy..
Hope so..
PMR's result is the eight-ve's gud news..
Suprise.... :3

Im mad..
Im crazy...
Whee =3
Dono why kinda happy...
Wakakakaka...

24 of Oct Life?

Pls listen to the new song..
Just found tat..
I lv the song..
Its from the movie..
''A liter of tears''
Its about a 15 years old girl..
Having cancer..
And it portrayed about her lifez which is gonna ended..
Its touching..
And make u tearing non-stop...
Just learn to treasure ur lifez..
Its important...

Pn.Ong told us many ''lessons'' today..
About lifez..
Bla bla..
She said..
We hv to plant our good attitude and good state of mind in secondary life..
If u nvr change it..
Ur bad will follow u forever n ever..
Yea..
I agree too..
Secondary life really is a very important stage..
We mature n starts love in this stage...
And also the stage that treason happens among us..

My life..
Getting better..
With friends n family..
Hope it carries on until the end of my life..
Sometimes..
We really have to find the best solution..
Instead of doing those absurd nerd things..

PMR over..
Lifez getting tougher..
Everything should we settle..
And also we should undergo every troubles..
Thats jz some small tests by god in our lifes now...
Everything will carry on until the end of our lifes..
Haiz....
Totally confusing..

24 of Oct Jusco

Lols.. Weird post..xP

Me with the OL shirt

My dear..x3

Hey..Nice rite xD

Chyi and me..!

Best model ever..!

Just see our shirt..xP

Skirt tat cost RM 62.90..
I want..!!! =(

Lets talk abt yesterday first..
Lols..
In fact..
Its freaking tired...

Went shopping with Chyi in Jusco..
To find job n also find for skirts for Hi-Tea..
Lols..
We reached there at 4pm..
And start WALKING..

Lols..
Ask job in Popular..
Left after completing the form..
Lols..
Gt a sense like we'll not b employed..
=P

Jusco sucks..
No Denim skirt tat I prefer...==
So..
We went to the shop-lots opposite Jusco..
First time feel scared when crossing the busy road..xD
Mom not around..
Haha..=X

Walk along those shop-lots..
Its thirsty n exhausting..
All shops so cheap..
Don even sell the skirt I wanted..==
Damn..
So we ask for job while looking for the skirt..

Chyi found one dinner dress..
Its expensive like hell
RM100+
After discount RM80+
Plus on a special scaft..
Abt RM112++..
Nerd..
Bt its engaging when Chyi wore it..
I love it ><"

Soon..
We walked back to Jusco..
Finally found the skirt I like..
LOLS..
Its really nice.!!
Im lovin it...
Bt the cost RM62.90+..
When I saw this..
Freaking no mood...
Bt luckily gt capture the skirt..
xP

Mad..
All so expensive..!!
Gonna revenge back!!
Wakaka..
I took one OL's shirt n Chyi take another..
Capture in the fitting room..
Lols..
It might b nice..

Haha..
First time went shopping until so mad with Chyi..
My dear..
Loves u =D

18 of Oct My ambitions?

Should I join the music band..?
Will I make the wrong decision..?
Will I go to the wrong way..?
They're serious in their dreams..
But me..?
Haiz..

Wats my dreams..?
Doctor..?
Pianist..?
Surgery..?
What is my ambition..!!!
TT

I love music..?
Bt will I go to the music industry..?
To b an artist..?
Singer..?
I had a dream b4..
I jz wan to b a song creator..
And my created song will famous..
But Im not famous..
Its weird..
And I sure wont sucess..
I understand...

Shud I join the band..?
Im qualified enough...?
Chords..
I still cannot adjust it sometimes..
Grade 8 coming..
Basic things oso I cant do it..
My teacher nvr teach me b4..
I only noe to ply melody without looking at the book..
Think one song ply one song...
Bt really dono chords which don hv melody..TT
Many ppl get shocked with it TT
=( =(

Which career should I choose..?
Wats my ambition..
I lv Science..
But izit mean tat I shud go Bio..?
Im qualified enough..?
Can I handle those stresses..?
TT

Really getting lost..
Life getting tougher...
Mind exhausted TT
Argh..!

17 of Oct Nice drama

Hey guys..
Please watch this drama..
Korean 1..
Its freaking nice..!!!

Its about a proud conductor..
Hes well-known..
But hes proud...
What he say doesnt match with wat he think..
Hes kind actually..=)
Jz dono how to show it..
Its nice..!!
Damn nice weh..

Its all about music..
About orchestra..
About Mozart n Beethoven..
The songs are from different composers..
Baroque..Classical..Romantic and 20th Century..
Its amazing..

Other than that..
Theres love inside..
Aiyoo..
Im not pro in promoting things lar..
Anyway..
Please watch...

For one who learn music..
Especially violin n piano...
U will regret..
If u missed it..
Its call..
'' Beethoven Virus''

8.30pm every weekdays..
Only on 8tv xD

Im promoting rite..xD
Anyway..

DO NOT MISS IT!!!

17 of Oct Nice new pics

If they could understand =(

I love this.. xD

New nice pics..
You must lovez it..
And Im really perasan xD
So wad..?
Tats my lifez..=D

16 of Oct 6As? TT

Wooh..~
Stop worrying abt PMR le lar..
TT
Everyday worry like siao~
TT..

Finally..
Decide to mark my paper..
Chyi my dear..
Told me about the correct answers..
And Im happy with Geo n Sejarah..

Almost cry when marking..
Especially Sejarah..
Hand keep shivering..
So nervous..
And..
I get 46/60..
Yeah!!!
I did it..!!
Finally A for Sejarah..!!
I broke my record...!!
Woohoo~
Finally finally xD
73 in trial..
76 for PMR...
Hehex..=)

Geo..
Quite bad..
Although I get an A..
78 only..
But must satisfy..
Cause I get an A....
Hehe..=D

Sc..
Paper 1..
The answers given..
I think are wrong..
31-35..
I wrong all??@@
I was like wtf..
I check book n found tat Im correct?
Haiz..?
If I really wrong all tat 5 questions..
My Science will b 31/40..
I jz allow I wrong for 5 or 8 questions nia..TT

Bi..
32/40..
Can get A..?
Depends on my paper 2 le..
So scare TT
My paper 2..
Essay part shocked by the novel..
Abit simply write nia TT..
Hopefully still got the A..

BM..
Dont say le..
Improve d....
But so wad..?
Still so bad..
25/40 TT
Die..
Definitely no A d..TT

Math..
Ok lar..
36/40..
Can A ba?

Bc..
28/40..
Really improve lot..=)
34-40..
Phrases..
I only wrong 1..
Haha..xD
Others..
Some d correct...
But I go change my answers TT
Haiz..
Paper 2..
Abit confident..
But scare my essay part write smth which doesnt match with the question given..
May god bless me TT

Anyway..
Really hope can get 6As n above..
5 As not enuf TT
Hopefully lar..
I wan my parents to b proud of me..
And I dowan my efforts will be in vain TT

15 of Oct To do list

PMR finally over..!!
xD
Hey..
Promise myself to do a ''TO DO LIST''
Hehehe..xD
Here it is......xP

- To Do List -
1. Chinese drama 终极三国
2. Harry Potter (I hv been waiting for so long..!!)
3.Waiting for Hi-Tea..xD
4. Chinese funny movie 吓到笑
5. Hang out with friends..!! (YAHOO)
6. Movie n movies in TV..xD
7. Find for more piano's songs..
8. Learn chords =(
9. Chinese game Taiwan Yoyo 扯铃..xD
[Had stopped for almost 2 years..=(]
10. Find jobs..Earn money money money =P

Its too many..
Will be added soon if it is possible..xP
Hahaha..xD
Im on top of the mountain....=)

14 of Oct Enough!!!

Nothing much I can say..
Advise d advise..
Want help bt no one cares..
Ok..
Fine...

Stop blamming myself d..
Ppl wan say wad let them carry on..
If they are my real friends..
They wont blame me..
And also I hv nth wrong..
I jz do my best as a sister..
I never commit any crime..
Its friend..!! And jz Bro-sis..!!!!

Its ended..
I lazy to retrieve back and help d..
Ppl will feel Im kpoh only..
Anyway..
Still the word..
CARRY ON..!
You're tired..
Im too...

I d sacrificed so many..
Its enough..
I endure n endure..
My dignity has been destroyed..
And wateva..
I only can choose to ignore instead of explaining too much..
Its enough...=(

13 of Oct You cant TT

Cant u just wait until one day after..?
Cant u just wait until tomorrow happens..?
Cant u just wait for me to save u both..?
Why cant u...?

''Until now I still bring the feeling ''jealous''
What are u trying to tell..?
Me again..?
Say me think too much..
Say I will make u feel guilty..
Now..? =(

Did I tell u if u can look further..
Everything will b fine..?
Everyday with a different face..
Sometimes smile cry angry or ignore others..
We really dono wat r u thinking about...
Its too hard to guess..

May be..
One who knows whats happening..
Understand wats my relationship with him..
And oso wats going on..
But..
For one who dono whats happening..
And study in other school..
Will straightly feel tat Im the third person...

Im confusing now..
PMR finished..
Equal to my life starts to bcome tougher...
I hate tat feelings le..
Dahlia class so scary...
Boon Chuan..
I really scare..
Ppl say me third person..
Separate u both..
I really scared of it...
U cnt proof it..
U cant...TT

13 of Oct PMR Finished

Huu..~
PMR had finished..xD
Yahoo..
Finally can rest myself..
But I cannot rest well..
I d expected something bad will happen...=(

Feeling unsafe in my heart..
First time ply pc and watch tv until no mood..
Something calling me to go study..
What should I study now..?
Just feeling so weird in my heart..
May b tats the feeling during every exams..
And during everyday b4 PMR finished =(

Thought will feel happy today..
But Im not at all..
Cant even happy...
Shout just to shout out my stresses..
And I only noe stresses had gone..
But..
Keep on worrying my result..
TT

BM..
Paper 1..
Quite easy compare with those exercises..
How much will I get..?
I dono..
Paper 2...
Bhgn C..
My content points gt wrong anot..
My elaboration gt problems anot..
I really afraid of it =(

BI..
Paper 1..
Easy things..
Paper 2..
Novel..
Dono gt write wrong points anot...

BC..
Paper 1..
No mood do bcuz it almost finished xD
Paper 2...
Feel tat I can get better marks BA..
But my calligraphy abit worst compare to my trial n other exams..
Two rows nice n pretty words..
Another two rows bcum so ugly..=(

SN..
Paper 1..
Dono gt mistakes anot..
Im oways careless with easy things..
Paper 2..
Noe to do..
But not sure the asnwers..

LOL..
TOO MANY LOR..
Anyway..
I noe I will tear during the result dayz..
Haiz haiz haiz =(

11 of Oct Gambateh..

Finally..
Can take a nap for two days..
Its tired..
LOL..

Went to Mooncake Festival celebration bhind my house today..
Hahax..
Meet my primary school's friends..
Qiu Bing Kah Meng n shorty guy xD
Almost cant see them at all..
Aiyaa..
Too short ma xD xD xD

Meet Wei Hong there..
Then we went for ''jungle trekking..''
Taking a lantern..
Walk around the Menjalara xD
Finally can celebrate it..=P
I jz planned to go back study after taking dinner there..
I cant control myself..
It had been so long nvr ply lantern n oso candle..xD
I miss my childhood time..
Plying candle in my grandfather's house..
With my cousins n siblings..
Its enjoyable..=D
But now..
Too bad...
Grandfather passed away..D=
May he rest in peace ba..~
Miss you =(

Woo..~
Just finish 250 + Sejarah questions..==
43 of them is KBKK questions..
About lessons bla bla bla..
Bored..
And its tiring..
KH 3 set of exercises..
180 Questions..
And revise wad Nordin teached and saved in pen drive..
LOL..
Today almost can reach 400 questions..
New record..xD
Hehe? =P

Late late night..
Just to wish those who are taking PMR..
Good Luck..
And try ur best..!!
Forget about Sc..BM..BI..
Look forwad for other subjects..
Pray for me and I will pray for u too..=)
Gambatek..!!
Hei xiu hei xiu..xD

8 of Oct Science lover..

PMR DAYZ

Lols..
Today English really nerd..
Novel shocked me..=(
Cry after it..
Frightened by my friends..
Whateva..
Sis say jz 10 marks..
No need to worry..
5 marks can get GUA?
Hopefully still can A...
But don really think so can A d..
BM n BI..
ALAMAK TT =(

Science today..
Its kinda shocked also..
Super bombastic easy in Paper 1..
Compare with Paper 2 lar..
Many ppl sad after handing in the paper 2..
Hopefully I can get A too..

Finally..
My Science book will b left by me..
Sad..
I love Science..
Kinda hope can everyday exam Science..
Mom also say tat Im mad =D
Hehex..=)

Mammi,
Loves u..><
Brace me up before SN paper 1..
And thanks Sarannia for borrowing phone to me..
=D..
Thanks God too..=]

Tomorrow Geo..
And PMR will b ended soon..
Haha..?
It ended..
But troubles began..
Haha?
Now really hope PMR everyday..
Science exam everyday!!!
Akahahaha...xD xD

3 of Oct I hate n I really hate

Just do everything u like..
You wan jealous me..
Hate me..
Even don trust me..
Please jz go ahead...

Need not to apologize..
And its enough..
No one even comfort you..??!
Ya..
Haha..
No one..
We leave u oways..
Leave u alone..
And I have to apologize den.

I hope to leave doesnt mean I will leave..
I wont leave my family..
And some of my friends..
And oso 3 Cempaka..
A joyful class tat I had ever b..

No need to change bcuz of me..
No need to make me happy..
You will jz hide on ur true..
And hate me inside ur heart..
Sorry..
I don't care d..
Just go ahead...

Really hope tats will no misunderstanding between us again..
And its same with Chyi..
Not only we both..
I gv u come my house tat day..
Just dowan misunderstanding happen again..
Although Im really dissapointed..
But I really nvr mention anything...
Cause I noe jealousy oways happen between u n me..
Pn Ong had told u rite..?
Trust him if u love him..
Trust me if u really like me..

Tats all..
You want do anything..
Go ahead..
I hv no idea anymore...
I nvr commit any crime..
My family trust me enough..
Not my fault..
I also will say sorry..
I apologize..
At least I will b the one who protect myself n trust myself..
Its d enough.

2 of Oct FAKE!

Finally I know..
Friends were jz a little part of my lifez..
I no need to care at all..
Because no one knows...
No one appreciates..
And I will b hurtled continuously..

I hope to leave..
Stresses all around..
Bad environment around..
I need a place which is really belongs to me..
But not calling me to suffer..
I need..
A new environment..
New friends..
Which is TRUE enough..=(

Cry yesterday..
Sis open the bathroom door when she heard tat Im crying..
Because spend my times on sleeping..
Stresses everything..
Bt they don even know its oso abt my friendship...
And she promises..
Will not on the pc...
And let me concentrate..
Even accompany until I finish studying at late night..
And makes herself flu..
I was touched..=)

''Mom, I really suffer..TT''
''Pass le den pass le, useless for u to refer back..Look forwards..
Rest is to continue the long long journey''
''I cant do it..''
''Its urs..Not others...
Do urself..Forget about it if they really hurtled u
You can cry bt don get urself crazy...''
''......''

''Mom, can I change skul next year..?''
''Why..?''
''I hope to change to asrama penuh..
Back three weeks once..
Teacher asks me but I not dare to ask u last time..''
''Why u wan to leave mom...?''

Almost cry with wad my mom answered me..
Its touched..
All advises tat she gave to me..
Its so important for me..
She was the one who know wat I think..
She was the one who understand me..
She was the one who knows everything that I hided bhind..
She was the one who understand that I oways endure n endure..
She was n she is..

Only family will b true to me..
Think abt my feeling..
Understand me more..
And also one who gives me protection..
I love them more.

I have to escape everything..
Even I have to give up my dreams..
Or just to avoid everything..
Dont ask me why..
You should know it...
I cannot live freely if I nvr avoid those irritated things..
I need to b happy..
Bt not b hurtled..

Finally I know..
How important is my family compare with my friends..
Who will just walk their way straightly...
And without thinking others..
NO TRUE...

30 of Sept Bcuz of u..I cnt b happy

Fashion show today..
Its raining since the early morning..
I ad NO MOOD to make up or wateva..

It started after recess..
And ad shortcut many...=(
Bt still gt the competition..
Luckily..

Get 3rd for this modeling..
First time win without any happiness..
Bcuz ad expected wat will happen soon..
Ya..
It really happened..
Except for smiling to take pic together..
Nothing exult me at all..

Can I change my attitude..?
I wish I can..
Turn to b one who can do anything without thinking others..
And have freedom..
Its really enjoyed.. TT

I love tis pic..=)
Shes nice n prettier..=)
I hope nth will ended our friendship..
Please understand me..
Thanks