27 of Sept Leave or stay?

Pmr coming..=)
Should I happy or sad..?
Happy bcuz finally it reach n I can enjoy after it..
Sad..
Have to leave 3 Cempaka 2009..
A special class ever..

3 Cempaka..
No stress..
No fight..
No racist..
No betray..
No revenge..
We live happily n enjoy our lifez..
A class which must b cherished..
A precious time with my classmates..
I love n I care..
All jie mui..
My bro..
Liang zai..
Kee Ian..
Chay shan..
Stupidoo Chun Fai..
Everything which I don wana to part with TT

Nx year..
What will b happen..?
Stresses pressing me..?
Friendship which will hurt me..?
Friendship which will compare with each other..
I HATE I HATE..!!
Anggerik..?
A good class bt a stressfull class..
Incredible...

I hope to change school..
Without those who I hate..
I can live better...
Without everything which I hate..
I will b better..
=(
Bt its really reluctant to part with all my precious frens..
Chyi..Kai ru..Man..Ying..Everlyn..Min li..Yee..Nooy..
Everyone..
My bro..Liang zai..Kee Ian =(
Haiz...=(

To leave or to stay..
Im jz hesitating...=(

25 of Sept BOOKS!

I hate you..
I hate books..
Gotta drag me to the hell..
My brain is full now..
TT
No mood sleep..
Dono wat is ''late''..
Im addicted with BOOKS n NOTES..
And tis is call CRAZY..=(

Nvm..
After PMR..
Everything will b thrown..
Cant wait for the days..
Woohoo..~
Im waiting..
For u..
WAKAU..~

22 of Sept Peaceful

Its raining cats and dogs..

The sky is crying..
Its tears turns to b sour..
And drop onto the land..
Roof of our house..
Everything..
Wind blow strongly..
Very cold..

My heart will be tat too..
I dono when will I wake up from cheating myself..
They can do it..
They will change..
Everything n everything...
Tats the only way to let the world peaceful..
I just need a peace..
A joyfulness place..
Everything ♥

Just a peaceful world..
I need it..♥♥

19 of Sept The only way to do

Okays..
If tats wat u think..
Nvm..
Im willing to say Sorry..
Its truely from my heart...
Sorry....
Besides of tat..
I dono wad to do to u..
Tats only an apologize...
Truely from my heart..

I noe u support me..
Cause u hope me to support u..
Sorry for no recommended you..
I thought u don like..
And I jz give opinion for Fun....
Never mention anything..
Ok..
Nvm...
May b u take it serious..
Sorry sorry..
And sorry again...

Copy cat..?
Haiz..
Izit when I blog oso considered as copy u...?
I dono u're saying who..
Bt in my heart..
I feel its her..
Anyway..
If you disagree with me..
Feel tat we are really copying you..
Okays..
We apologize..
Sorry....

I noe ur bad comments will help us..
To treat others better next time..
I take tis as a lesson..
But not chance to start a fight..
Everthing..
I choose to endure..
May b its my defect...
I noe we are not important at all in ur heart..
But okay..
I apologize..
I couldnt b the one who is important to u..
Everything..
I choose to forgive..
Everything..
I choose to apologize...

SORRY..
May b u can b better now..
Kayz..
We're wrong..
I say sorry....

15 of Sept Stupid rules

Lols..
Jz finished the tagged by Woon..==
Fxking irritated..
Its long like hell...
And I delete it the end..
Wasted my time..==
Sorry Woon..

Today..
We are choosing the model in our class..
Hmm..?
We choose Alya..=)
Shes pretty..^^
Haha..
LOLS...
They ask me to b the model..
Bcuz Alya dowan to b alone..?
She wear cheongsam n I wear Baju Kebaya..
I was like WAD THE..?
Im tall bt doesnt mean tat Im pretty k?
And I know many ppl will vomit bcuz of me..
NO WAY..=X

Scolded by Pn. Syuhaily today..TT
Kinda pity..
No one feel tat Im pity xD
Lols..
Only bcuz of my hair tie and my uniform ==
Hair..
Ya.. I admit..
Im not dicipline..
And wadeva ==
Tie..
Damn lame..
Its freaking hot u know..!!
== == ==
My uniform..
Ok..
I nvr masukkan baju is bcuz it came out itself..
Tats not my fault n I dono why will it came out itself..
I nvr butang my sleeves or nvr lipat nicely..
I just leave it on without ''butang-ing''
Wad the..TT
I was helping monitor to do things..
And tis is wad I get from..==

Isit good to bcum a prefect..?
Haiz..
I love the job bt I hate the rules..
Ever heard of..?
Rules are dead bt human are alive..!!
=(
At least I do my job..
Anyway..
I will force myself to change those suffer things ==
Bt tie..
I wont care unless the whether doesnt hot..
Sometimes I really hope..
Teacher wont b strict..TT
Haiz..
LAW BY LAW..
Wateva..
I follow ==

Well..
Tats all for today..
Kinda tired..
Later will b going tuition..
Hehex..=)
Time to do revision..
Byez....^^

13 of Sept Picha picha

Picha-picha
New pic + new edited..
Love it please..xD xD

12 of September Bro

Bro finally back from Sabah last Wed..
Dono should I happy or wad..
I d take it as usual when he wasnt here at about one week..
Now he suddenly back..
Feel not comfortable..

Dono I should hate him or wad..
I hate his attitude..
Always think ppl are wrong..
Even I scolded him when he did wrong..
He still will say I wrong..
I was like WTF..
Lucky he told sis bt not me..
Lucky sis' phone had no credit..
If not I will quarrel with him again..

Sometimes..
I rather my dad love me more den him..
I really dono wats my feeling to him..
I told sis n mom tat I wont talk to him anymore..
But since last time he sick until faint..
I know I cant do it..
But I really hope he can change his shit attitude..
And proof to me..
How is a Christian looks like....

9 of Sept Special day ^^

Yo!!
Today was a special day..
09/09/09..
Wats a lucky day..=)
Hahahs..
We had a special day today..
We had our live show in RTM 1..
Think so xD
Wearing the ''Go for 9'' T-shirt and sing..
Tat feeling..
You wont taste it foreva unless u nvr participate it ^^
Its a special feels..
Dono how to describe..
We really enjoyed..
Bt unfortunately.
We didnt bring camera..
To take pics with others and with our special T-shirt..
Its a special day..
And I love it ^^
09/09/09..
Brings a meaning in Chinese..
Is foreva n foreva n foreva....

Freaking bored ceramah today..
Wad teknik jawab KH..
Bull shit all ==
Author of Form 1 n 2's text book..??
Funny jokes.. ==
I believe Nordin better den him many ways...==
Bt they hv the same characteristics..
The way of teaching is a boring way..
If you wana concentrate..
I bet tat u will fall asleep...
Hahahax..

Hehex..
We played during the ceramah..
You know why..
Its freaking bored..
Our hands are full with ''nice'' drawing..
Haha..
Kai Ru's hand was the worst 1..
Kekekz..
Because chyi n me wasnt the good artist..><
xD xD xD

8 of Sept FAKE

Getting worst n worst..
No one treats others with their really true..
Everything everywhere I can see the same case..
My frens..
Normal frens..
And oso some that I dono..
Everywhere..
Its happening..
Including now...

Sometimes when you're smiling..
Doesnt mean u're really ok..
Sometimes..
People noe wats going on with eu..
But they wouldnt ask abt u..
And continue the things tat will make you depress..

Dono how to find the really TRUTH in tis world..
No one being true now..
When you try to b true...
You will found tat others are being fake..
What they say doesnt match with wat they think..
They never say anything..
But you will feel it naturally....
And..
Tats no point for you to change everything....

This is calls human-being..
It will nvr end until the end of one's lifez..
An illogicality life..
No one will knows what are they doing...
No one can find the really truth..
Even in LOVE also happen the same things..
And I..
Really speechless..

6 of Sept Dear chyi

Specially for my dear ♥

I hope u can find back the sky which is belongs to you..
It must be blue..
As blue as it can be..
Tats is ur real life..
Ur life must b bright n colourful..
Dont let ur sky turns grey..
It will rain soon..~
Is jz like u will tears soon...

May b its jz a normal things to you..
May b it cant considered as a suprise..
But I really put my whole heart to do it..
Find back urself..
Everyone wants to help you..
If you dowan to help urself..
Then we can do wad to help you..??

We will guide u along ur way..
But the most important is..
You have to rescue n help urself..
Remember you are not alone..
Because we are oways bside eu =)

We will oways bside you..
You know why..?

Because this is call friends...

S.H.E..
Oways will be described in present tense...
I don care how much will it last longer..
But I will care the precious time tat we b together..
Friendship foreva....

4 of September Gambateh Jun~

Today stay for Chinese Kls Tambahan..
Haha..
Actually its was a nice bt scary lesson..
We talked abt ghost stories with Pn Ong in 5 Ang..
You know why..
Tats only four cats..
Which were me, eva, teng, liang..
Haha..
Add on Pn Ong 5 lar..xD

We talked abt some comprehension..
Which is difficult for us in exam..
Those vocab are used in 'old' form..
Dono how to say in English..
Haha..xD

Soon we talked abt 14 of July..
Den carry on n non-stop at all..
About our school..
What stories all BUANG out..
Hahax..
sOME of them really make u feel cold..
And oso scary..
Got one really make my fur stand up..
Yerr..
Dowan say liao..
Later nightmare..@@

ONE GOOD NEWS..
I get 2nd for my class..
Hehe..
But Im not happy at all..
Hvnt reach my target..
Languages no A.. TT
Woo~ TT
First oways Wai Yi..
So geng nia..TT
Liang say my average may b 71,72 only..
What the shit..TT
Till now I oso cant get 75 above for my average..
Haizz...

PMR PMR PMR..
Gonna mad bcuz you..
But I will try my best too..
Jz like what I had told my dad today...^^

New pic+edit..
Its call..
EMO..@@

4 of September Im ok =)

Muz oways b happy..
I dowan let ppl to pull my nose along my way d..
Yeap..
Im really ok now..^^

And now Im enjoying in my studies..=D
Hopefully ''anxious'' will not find me anymore..
Thanks gor..
Who oways occumpany me..
And some of my friends...=)

May b Im not the best for you..
But I noe tat..
I d give up..
May b it will spend some time..
I believe God will guide me...=)

May b its really hard to smile reluctantly..
But I will smile too..
May b it could b hard when I meet ''them''..
Bt I will try my best..

Sometimes..
I really hope when Im sad..
No one asks me why..
But will ask me izit the reason tat u all think..
Or rather don ask anything...
Please..
If you are really my fren..
You will noe.... =)

Btw..
I will try my best..
Rush for PMR..
Others can doesnt mean I cant..!!!
Hehex..
Live for myself..
Study for myself..
But not bcuz of others..=D

No matter how long the journey in my life..
I believe I can walk along it..
Bcuz..
I will b tough in order to enjoy my life...^^

2 of Sept Stories

Lols..
Long time nvr blog d..
Haha..
Lazy post new things here..

31 of August

A conflagration near Kepong..
A factory burned suddenly..
At around 4.30 pm..
Hmm Near SMKKB too I think..
The soot was jz like many sponges float in the sky..
It was abit scary..
Haha..
Tragedy of Independence dayz..
Hahaha..~~
Anyway..
Happy Independence M'sia..
Hapi bufday too...=)

1 of Sept

Finally..
Holidays finished..
Form 5 hving their trial exam..
Good luck to all my seniors..=)
Had wasted my holidays TT
But not all lar..
Still gt do revision.. ><
And also done Pn.Parames' homework..=)
Im satisfy with my work..><
SN's Form 1 Form 2 revision almost finished...=D
And I know..
I should do exercise from now..
Because I d noe everything..
And I should not study too much..=)
Relax and doing exercise is the utmost important for tis month..

Nx month PMR..
Must stop entertaining's activities liao..
Hahahs..
But will on when Im bored too..
But jz 15 mins enough..
kAAKAZZ...

2 of August

Using new wallet today..
Given by Kai Ru..
Thanks ya..
xixix..
Kinda pai seh when I accept it. ><"
Bro oso gv me presents nia..
All shells which he picked from Port Dickson..
I missed tat place..
WUU WUU..~~
Hahaha..
Tats all lor..=)
Should work hard now..
See ya..^^