30 of Jan Yes, I do

In pain now :(
Fell down yesterday..
Damn embarrassing T.T
Hope so ppl could forget abt wats happening yesterday D:
Scare to bath..
Its pain like hell T.T

Moody now D:
Dono why again..
If can..
I prefer studying other den moody-ing here D:
Aihs aihs aihs T.T

I still have to pretend to smile..
Pretend tat Im not giving any damn about it..
This world isnt fair to everyone D:
Always cannot get the things tat I want..
D:
Its the fate? ):
Or may b the gud things havent appear yet?
But why I hv to wait for so long?
Really hate.
):

不要吻我,
只要抱着我..
不要爱我,
做我的亲人..
把手借我,
一天一分钟..
做我最亲密的亲人,
不是谁的亲人..
谁的某某某....
I need you,
to hug me tight :(

Loving, missing you..
Out of my expect ):
Yes, I do D:

:)

For me, its nice..
Copy from someone's blog..
=)

烛光晚餐。桌两边，坐了男人和女人。

“我喜欢你。”女人一边摆弄着手里的酒杯，一边淡淡地说着。

“我有老婆。”男人摸着自己手上的戒指。

“我不在乎，我只想知道，你的感觉。你，喜欢我吗？”

男人抬起头，打量着对面的女人。

24岁，年轻，有朝气，相当不错的年纪。

白皙的皮肤，充满活力的身体，一双明亮的，会说话的眼睛。

真是不错的女孩啊，可惜。

“如果你也喜欢我，我不介意作你的情人。”女人终于等不下去，追加了一句。

“我爱我妻子。”男人坚定地回答。

“你爱她？爱她什么？现在的她，应该已经年老色衰，见不得人了吧。否则，公司的晚宴，

怎么从来不见你带她来……”

女人还想继续，可接触到男人冷冷的目光后，打消了念头。

静……

“你喜欢我什么？”男人开口了。

“成熟，稳重，动作举止很有男人味，懂得关心人，很多很多。反正，和我之前见过的人不 同，你很特别。

　　“你知道三年前的我什么样子？”男人点了颗烟。

“不知道。我不在乎，即使你坐过牢。”

“三年前，我就是你现在眼里的那些普通男人。”男人没理会女人，继续说。

“普通大学毕业，工作不顺心，整天喝酒，发脾气。对女孩子爱理不理，还因为去夜总会找?小姐，被police抓过。”

“那怎么……”女人有了兴趣，想知道是什么让男人转变的。

“因为她？”

“嗯。”

“她那个人，好像总能看到事情的内在。教我很多东西，让我别太计较得失，别太在乎眼前

的事，尽量待人和善。那时的我在她面前，就像少不更事的孩子。那时真的很奇怪，倔脾气的我

，偏偏最听她的话。按照她说的，接受现实，我知道自己没用，就努力工作。那年年底，工作上 稍微有了起色，我们结婚了。”

男人弹了弹烟灰，继续说着。

“那时，真是苦日子。两个人，一张床，家里的家具也少得可怜。知道吗？结婚一年后，我

才给她买了第一枚钻戒，存了大半年的钱呢。当然，是背着她存的。若她知道了，是肯定不让的

。”

“那阵子，因为烟酒弄得自己身体不好。大冬天的，她每天晚上睡前还要给我熬汤喝。那味?道，也只有她做得出。”

男人沉醉于回忆里，忘记了时间，只是不停地讲述着往事。

而女人，也丝毫没有打断的意思，静静地听着。

等男人注意到时间，已经晚上10点了。

“啊，对不起，没注意时间，已经这么晚了。”男人抱歉地笑了笑。

“现在，你可以理解嘛？我不可能，也不会，做对不起她的事。”

“啊，知道了。输给这样子的人，心服口服了！”女人无奈地摇了摇头。“不过我到了她的 年纪，会更棒的。”

“嗯。那就可以找到更好的男人。不是吗？”

“很晚了，家里的汤要冷了，我送你回去。”男人站起身，想送女人。

“不了，我自己回去可以了。”女人摆了摆手。“回去吧，别让她等急了。”

男人会心地笑了笑，转身要走。

“她漂亮嘛？”

“……嗯，很美。”

男人的身影消失在夜色中，留下女人，对着蜡烛，发呆。

男人回到家，推开门，径直走进卧室，打开了台灯。

沿着床边，他坐了下来。

“老婆，已经第四个了。干嘛让我变得这么好，好多人喜欢我呀。搞不好，我会变心呀。干?吗把我变得这么好，自己却先走了？我，我一个人，好孤单呀……”

男人哽咽地说着，终于泣不成声。

眼泪，一滴滴从男人的脸颊流下，打在手心里的相框上。昏暗的灯光中，旧照片里弥漫着的是已逝女子淡淡的温柔。

您要是被感动了，就分享下，这样将保佑您幸福：您要是不感动，也分享下，这样将祈祷您平安

random :D

12星座代表的妖怪 - 雙子座

結果: 雙子座

雙子座像河童，擁有童心、有趣又頑皮，叫人摸不著頭緒。 河童很聰明，他們懂得對什麼人做什麼樣的惡作劇。 雙子座也很愛惡作劇，尤其是語言上面的調侃， 或是用文字跟對方曖昧逗弄，常把人搞的意亂情迷， 或是好氣又好笑，恨不得叫他閉嘴哩。 雙子座像河童，慧黠又神秘。看似大剌剌，卻有許多細膩的思維； 看似反應快，卻又常發生莫名其妙的糗事。 雙子座的天分在於，他們善於聆聽語言， 可以從對方的談話中，自己推論出許多話裡蘊含的意思。 雖然善解人意，但有時卻也容易誤解人家的意思。 雙子座像河童一樣，會挑食，美感品味也很不一般。... 有時他會狂戀某一種食物、興趣或穿著， 當你以為那就是他的style，他卻又完全不碰原本常接觸的那些， 而另改其他的喜好。 所以雙子座容易挑食、跟流行、一頭熱。 這麼說來，雙子座善變囉？ 不！看似變化多端的雙子座，也是有許多絕不妥協的偏執， 當他決定要愛一個人的時候，那種堅持到底的決心可是會讓人吃驚！ 雙子座像河童，從外表到內在都充滿矛盾。 他們喜歡表現自己，又怕自己與眾不同太突兀； 他們渴望愛，卻又常不小心出口傷害愛的人。 其實，世界上沒有兩個一模一樣的雙子座，就像世界上不會有兩條一樣的河流。 雙子座的你們是如此獨特，不要因為世界給你的框架就容易否定自己或懷疑。 雙子座的你是聰慧的，別把生活過的太忙碌、急躁， 試著潛心聆聽來自內在的聲音，相信你會找到屬於你的解答與目標。


Proud of myself :P
Tis is sOOO accurate :)

Again they break their promise

Tears flowing again..
Feel like being cheated..
But may b it wasnt too...

Adult love to break their promises..
Or may b they hv their reason..
Which is so hard for me to accept..
I hate tat kind of feeling..
I really so so hate.

Im waiting for tat..
And now u tell me tat its unnecessary..
I delay the time to buy,
Because I feel guilty..
And Im not so hurry on it..
But now,
I get nothing...

I jz can blame u..
But not to angry :(..
If u buy it just bcuz of Im too annoying..
I will just feel guilty..
But if I nvr buy it..
I really feel so unhappy..
I had waited for it for so long..
I just need a better one...
D:

I hope I can own everything..
Which I shouldnt b considered abt ur situation..
How u feel and are u able to do so..
I just hate to do it..
I dono u hv ur own reason or really feel unnecessary..
I hate..
I really so hate...

To adults,
I hate to believe in ur promises again..
You are not trust-worthy at all..
I really so hate tat..!!
:(

If can,
I prefer them to think about me..
I hate to think about others..
And I harm myself eventually...
I hate it.

Pics pics CHA

Smile when u c I smile..
Laugh if u found tat Im funny..
Sigh if Im perasan XD
Vomit if u feel Im ugly..
Leave here if u feel im irritating :D

I just wana say..
I lv to make ppl laugh..
As I love either smiling or laughing..
I hate tears n anger..
I am who I am..
And the only one in this world..
Special or unique..
Yes I am =D

Chill :)

23 of Jan

Happy bday Andrew =)
Wish u all the best lar :D
=]

Well,
Marathon today..
Not tired for me..
But suffer for me lol... =)
Congratz Kai ru who get No.9 ar..
Abit shock tat u can run tat fast...
Proud of u..=)
^^..
As usual,
Teng and May yee got price again..
Thumb up*
Those long gas fella xD

Found tat Im so weak now :(
May b less exercise liao ba ^^..
Call me run 100 metres I ok lar..
Run tat far..
Really indeed killing me :P
Coughing like hell summore :(
Bt even better den yesterdayy..
Zao zhi dao tugas BSMM...
See ppl run..
Sure very funny de XD
:P

Slept on the floor in tarmac there..
Quite sleepy+suffering from coughing =.=
Even talk oso hard..
Voice so rough like HELL.. =.=
Not so sexy like yesterday..
Cause its getting serious xD
Cham nia :(

Went back class after finished it..
Nth to do..
Hear songs and chit chat.. ==
Sum guys cat in class..
LOLS..
Actually alrd done..
Just only the side of the board hv to cat..
So guys who did it xD
Well,
Its damn freaking smelly =3=
EEEsh =.=

Rush for piano lessons without having a bath ==
Damn uncomfortable..
But lucky got bring cloth to change :D
Kinda happy tat I alrd know to ply 2 exam songs liao..
One song is abt 7 pages..
And I finished it..
Just hv to practise now :)..
Still gt the last song..
Which is the hardest one..
Pray for me..
I could handle it ><
Scales,oral test,sigh reading
I hope I can oso handle lar :(
Especially sigh reading...
ARGH..
Cant practise de..
Must look at the score and ply during the exam..
Cham cham D:

So many cases abt things kena stole nowadays..
LOL..
Really wana curse those who did it..
Just ready to get the punishment..!!
U'll get it one day..
JZ WAIT FOR IT!!!
Grrr :(
Did u read moral?
Noe wat is moral??
U don ever noe wat is shame?
Isit so fun for u to steal other's things?
Ur parents nvr teach u?
You are damn low educated..!!
FXKING bull shit =.=
Really miss my money =3=..
Baka =3=..
Even things inside blk pengawas also kena stole..
Prefect kena student oso kena..
WTF..
Don let me noe whos the stealer ==
U will die.

LOLS..
Full with anger now..
So many frens bside de things kena stole..
There are too many stealer in our school..
I really cant find one who is honest..!!
LOL..
Calm down ==
LOLS..

Well,
THE END..
Nothing to write about liao..
Wana b cheer :D
Happy n continue my life..
Learn from one book,
No matter wad things happened,
How sad how horror how terrifying..
Lifes still goes on..
Aihs...
Anyway,
Just b happy :)
Yes I can xD

:)

Lalala,
xD
Im here to make a new update :D
Still sick-ing..
Coughing like hell :(
Jz now started keep ah chi-ing x(
Flu T.T
Voice turns so sexyy xD
Rough rough rough..
Hmm :P

Qi Hao the joker kena scolded yesterday..
Acting Ninja Turtle in class.. xD
Muahaha..
Really so funny xD..

During BIO additional class..
Our class monitor/ new student..
Dono wad happen..
Laugh bcuz of my expressions on my face..
Making the eel move..
A shock face..
And many many more..
LOL,
I really look tat funny?
How cum others nvr laugh at all..?
Biasa d??
xD
Mom told me my face oways full with expression..
L.O.L L.O.L L.O.L
Im sooo SPECIAL :D
The only one in Malaysia..
Muahahahaha :)
Love love love love love myself

Tomorrow..
Marathon..
I noe sure cant get 10th below..
So Im wondering..
To tugas in BSSM...
Or run for fun?
Aihsss..
Really hope tat tmrw can be better lar :(
Feel like running..
Cause very fun nia :D
Alrd expect..
Teng teng and May Yee sure get price..xD

GA YAO..
hei xiu hei xiu~
Menjalara boleh?
Hmmm..
I don really think so :P

Off to bed~
Tata~
Da dang~ ><

19&20 of Jan Bad bad LUCK!

19 of Jan
Well,
It was yesterdayy..
Owsh ><''
And eeeeeesh T.T

Saw Rainbow right in the morning :P
Thx Jing Wen who call me go out of the class and see :)
So nice although its doesnt clear..
I was shouting around and call them to see the nice view :P
Im crazy..
Owh, sowie then :P

Went home after schooling..
Chyi my dear was following me..
My head was aching like hell..
And I thought I tied my hair to tight ><
I slept b4 going to Rumah Sukan..
And left dear alone plying with my pc...
Hehehehex..

Throat and head aching like hell after coming back..
And I found tat had a bad fever..
TIRED man!! T.T
Ate 4pils as once..
Eeeesh..
So suffer...
But feel better after it...
Muahaha :P

20 of Nov
Which is today..
Well,
Feeling better and no more headache..
And I thought everything had alrd fine..
In fact,
It was lagi teruk then yesterdayy...

Pjk..!
Changed my shirt in toilet..
And left my wallet inside the toilet..
Went to 4 Cempaka..
And found tat my name tag losing..
Only realize tat my wallet and everything were in the toilet..
I ran as fast as I can..
When I reached the toilet..
Kinda happy tat my wallet and everything still there...
Smile for me rite?

Well,
Its wasnt wad u think =.=
When I opened it..
Money GONE..!!
Fxking bull shit..
Whos the bladdy bull shit cao cao!!
EEEEsh ><

I lost my RM20 and I felt tat I d so unfortunate..
LOL..
RM14 yuran BSSM which I helped teacher to collect..
Also GONE..!!!
Its wad they say,
I hv to ''tip'' the money myself...
Eeeeeesh T.T

Thanks Chyi and Kai ru for accompanying to find teachers..
And sport check those suspected students in their class..
Well,
Found some who bought RM14 which is 14 piece of RM1..
Exactly like the RM14 tat I collected..
No proof and cant even catch them..
Bcuz they don hv two RM10 which same like mine :(
A word to describe myself,
Damn fxking UNLUCKY T.T

Aihs,
Mom nvr scold me..
Thx God.. =.=
You noe why,
She thought it was all my money...
I hate the one who steal it..
U..
GO HELL..
Wasting my time my sweat to find u out...
BULL SHIT!!
Ready to get ur punishment one day..
GRRR :(

It seems like everything bad happen continuously..
LOL..
After seeing the rainbow,
Everything bad happens....
Mamamia.. T.T
Pity me weh :(

Share this with u all...
Err..
Bananas might dono wat it means lar :P...
Bt its really meaningful for me :D
It does happen every single day =)
Abt our love and life...

I love the song so freaking much :P
Too bad,
I just noe to play the second last song..
''Kiss the Rain'' :)
I wan all the scores for the songs in this video...
Who got it?
Share with me! :P

For those who knows Chinese..
Read it although its quite long..
Enjoy :D

18 of Jan Random

Mamamia~..
EEEEsh..
I start these tat means tat Im in a sucks condition lor x(
Homework driving me crazy..
Physics Chapter 1.3..
Drop my calculator when tuition..
After picking up..
Lost wad teacher had tough...
Imagine tat..
Only tat 10 seconds..
I d cant understand...
Owwwh D:
Sheeeeeeeeet :(

Well,
Its the third week of schooling lur..
Gonna say bye bye to all my ''not biasa'' in F4 life..~
I hv to biasa now lar D:
Btw,
Getting closer and closer with 4 Ang's classmates..
Whos all siao dao beh tahan xD
Pau pau Kai Wen..
This two most sakai de xD x))
Ah Yeow Jia yuan..
Cute cute de :D
Hehehehex...
New student..
Su-Meng.. =)
Hope so wont b bad..
Bucz Woon is jz sitting right bside him xD
Hahaha,
Really enjoy in the class :D

Meow :D
Gotta do hw now..
Jz to update my blog..
A random post :P
Wei Hong,
Ur blog macam talking the same thing with me leh...
xD
Eeesh ><
Byez lar ^^
Dont miss me~ :D

12 of Jan Eesh

Getting lazy n even lazier.. T.T
Addicting to fb recently..
O.M.G..
Its why I kinda dislike fb liao...
SHIT SHIT SHIT..><
Eesh T.T

Well,
Bio had started today :D
Leng lui lao shi :)
First chapter quite lame lar..
But tuition d started Chapter 2
Those weird weird word finally comes out..
Hahaha..
Bt if u understand it..
Studying smart..
Its quite okay for everyone :D
Gambateh :D

Physics..
Eeesh ><
Tuition d started..
But d drove me crazy :(..
Plus on school teacher very sucks..
Well,
Ready to fail :D
But hv to try b4 I fail :P..
And pass after I fail...
L.O.L

Going rumah sukan later.
Eesh..
Lazy lar =.=
Homework homework..
Can u pls dissapear as soon as possible..
Eesh eesh eesh T.T
Hw,
Here I come..
Im not tat willing okay T.T
I wanna sack u out..
U're fired!!
Too bad,
Im not the boss..

Well,
Lame-ing again..
Its jz an update for my blog..
Ignore me if im being fei again ><
=D

9 of Jan Depressed =(

Aihs,
Sorry to my parents indeed T.T
I cant even do the best for them..
Even though spending their money everyday..
Who m I..
Kinda depress now..

Im such a nuisance for my parents..
Who use up almost RM600 per month...
Piano n tuition fees..
I can do nothing..
Instead of spending their money D:
I went tuition..
But no straight As back..
Ppl who nvr go for tuition..
Who get straight As...
Im rubbish indeed?
Idk T.T

Until now,
I still feel so confuse abt tuition..
Added up I think is about RM300..
Or may b RM 280 something..
May b going 4 places..
Which I noe its sure expansive for single sub..
But I hv too..
Bcuz its gud...
Hw abt money?
Mom oways say..
''You arrange n I just paid''

I really hope..
I can reduce some..
But I dowan take full course..
Full course with sucks teachers..
For me its kinda same..
I jz keep depends on the tuition..
I really hope to try without tuition..
But I really scare I will regret after it..
Dad mom,
Im very very sorry abt it...

Mind abused..
Tuition love friendship..
And now even money D:
If Im not alive in this world..
If I was not born in this world..
May b my parents can b relax now..
May b bro will hv more pocket money now..
May b mom can even buy something for herself now..
Just because of me,
They cant even relax..
Is bcuz Im still young for them..
They hv to worry abt me..

When I sigh,
My mom will sigh too..
I sigh bcuz my tuition stuff cant b settled..
She sigh bcuz I sigh..
I stress mean she stress..
Isit so hard to bcum one's mother?
Sorry mom T.T
I wish you can b relax..
But I feel tat its might b impossible..
Because Im exist in this world?

They said,
Dont regret bcuz of my present in this world..
But appreciate with wad I have..
Yes I do,
But I hope I can really settle everything..
I really hope..
My decision is the perfect..
But it seems so difficult...

I dono wadelse to say..
I jz noe I oways get stuck..
I hope to reach the perfection..
But oways I cant..
Ya,
Nothing is perfect..
But why =(

Please..
I wana my tuitions stuff can b settled..
I wana pass my grade 8 practical exam..
I wana score better in SPM..
I wana parents to rejoice together with me..
I wana so many things..
Thats abit hard to b achieve..
Do my best..
And let the God arranges the rest?
Dear God,
Please takes action as soon as possible..
Let me relax and focus on my study..
I need your help..
Very very very need :(

I kinda nid someone to tell me,
My decisions are right..
I nid my family to support me,
Although Im not perfect like others..
I dono I gt the opportunity to serve my parents nx time..
But I wish..
I gt tat and I will...
Bucz without my parents..
Im not exist in this world..
And also losing myself on the way to reach my dream..
Its the growth of my life..
May b its abit different from others..
I wana my family to b with me last forever..
I nid them..
I pray I pray

8 of Jan End of this weekdays

One week gone..
And I have fallen sick :(..
Flu today..
Used up ppl's tissues..
Bu hao yi si lar :D

4 Anggerik..
Funniest class ever xD
Especially those funny classmates..
Pau pau!! xD xD
Chi Hao!!
Woon!!
Tat Hong!!
Muahahaha :D..

Today happened one funny case..
But too bad,
Its too hard to explain in English lar..
Bt really damn freak funny..
I cant even stop laughing when it happened..
Stupid PAU ==
xD

Well,
Started Bio tuition today..
Complicated..
But its interesting after understanding it..
Actually..
Wad job tat I desire in my future?==
LOL..
Doctor,pharmacist,song maker,engineer for music stuff?
LOL..
Is either music or about BIO..
Biotechnologist?
Kinda complicated lol..

Chose co-curricular activities..
Kelab Hobi and badminton..
Thanks God..
That Im an assistant for kelab hobi..
Im lucky? ==?
And wakil T4 for badminton..
Nx year..
Dear will b very cham..
I gotta vote her for ALL
:D
Blek :P

Well,
Yes I hate..
I dislike...
Because its still the same..
But wad to do..?
Friend is one who have to b forgiven by us..
Take revenge..?
Im retarded if I really took..==
Look further and b open-minded..
Hei xiu hei xiu..
Whee =3
=)

Tmrw piano class..
Nvr practise well..
Busy lar those days T.T
Aihs..
But I think no problem gua?
Hope so hope so ><
Again..
Wish everything will b fine tmrw..
My wishes
*Study well
*B happy
*Concentrate in class n stop feeling sleepy
*Be happy and cheers :D
*Dear can b my alarm clock everyday xD
*Physics will not get affected by our sucks teacher ==
*Forgive one who hv to b forgiven and look further
*Everyone can handle their studies
*Friends cheer with me
Wheee =3

I pray I pray..
Horray :D

5 January School school school :P

Its the second day of schooling..
Well,
Kinda enjoyed in my class.. =)
Anggerik which means Bio class...
Abit not biasa to write 4 Anggerik on my book ==..
And I oways start with 3 and followed by Cempaka..
LOLS =)

Its the class tat I want,
But not the teacher tat I really prefer alot =(
Well,
I think may b tuition will guide me more ba..
Too bad,
My English teacher is Pn Syuhaily LOL..==
Kinda dislike her..
Now taking holidays..
Dono when will shes coming back to teach ==
Whos our physics, chemistry's teacher..
No idea now =3=..
Hope tat my class teacher can change now..
Pn. Kamariah..
Damit lar =.=

Congratz Yvonne for joining us in Bio class,
And on the way to achieve her dream as a doctor x)
Ga yao lar Vonne =)
Happy tat I've u as my classmate =)
Same to Kai Ru..
Finally can go to Cempaka class @@
Take care of my dear ya :D

Seperate with classmates in 3 Cempaka..
Hope tat our dream realli accomplish this year..
Go genting with 3 Cempaka whole gang..
Woots..
Is expecting :)
Sad bcuz my class is far from dear's..
Too bad =(
Hope tat it will not affects our friendship ba ><
Or our love?:P

Took 5 hours' nap today..
Muahahaha..
Kinda unbelievable =.=
Lol,
Bro is right..
Orange small pig..
Translate from my chinese name..
LOL ><
=)

Dono how m I going to sleep tonight ><
Well,
Same..
Hope tat tomorrow will better den today..
Muahahaha..
=)
+u +u..
On our life in high school..
The upper Form 1's life xD

2 of Jan Random

Lv tis pic..=)
The layering feel of my hair..
How nice isit xD
Perasan =P

Times passed so fast lar..
T.T
Damn confuse this few days..
Abt tuition stuff..
One head bcuz two times bigger =3=...
4 places to go..
Timing problem..
Subjects taking..
Argh..
Really hell confusing..
Mind exhausted...==

I wana wear lens lar..
T.T
Mom say I very ''lun zhun''
Very careless..
So dont buy me the lens as an award..
I hate wearing spec lar T.T
Wear until ear nose oso pain..
Hair messy..
Don hv so straight like b4 d...
I HATE SPEC LOT
='(

Selling books lar..
F1 F2 F3 PMR..
So freak many..
Today pack dao oso feel irritating ==..
But now bookshelves is blank..
Study's table is clean and neat :D
So satisfy..
But floor is full withpacks of books @@
LOL..
Lelong lelong~

Went piano class today..
May b its not tat tough for me ba..
Jz normal..
I hv to practice as many as I can..
As they say,
Practice makes perfect..
I must and its a MUST....
><

Hav to discipline myself tis year..
Find back the confidence..
Once I went through my F4 life..
And get used to it..
God will guide me...
I pray =)

Off to bed,
Freak tired... xD
Nitez lar everyone =)

1 of Jan 2010..New year

5 4 3 2 1..
''Pop'' ''eu~ POP''
Lols..
Noe wat it mean..?
Fireworks around =3=...

Some frens went Desa Park City to countdown..
Too bad,
Mom dont let me go..
Its too late d ='(
Wu...
Forgot liao..
Mom's bday..
Got free call....
So I call dear Chyi from 11.20+ until 12am 2010..
Thanks Chyi ^^
Dar love u =P

Well,
Jz had steamboat with my family..
The last dinner in 2009..
Really meaningful..
Its my mom's bday also..
Well,
I will not go tat place anymore..
The tomyam..
Only tasted sour, no spicy at all..
Soup,
Lagi terrible..
Tasteless like water.....
Stupid =3=..
Fish ball all seafood like SHIT...
Ppl's lamb ar beef ar..
All cut until small pieces nice nice de..
Theirs ==..
Disgusting....
But got benefit..
Its cheap..
Mom bday so its for free..
But I will nvr go there anymore..
Bro bring de ><
Guy,
Oways the blind 1 XD

Well,
Its 2010 d..
And bcum more mature d..
No more cheap cheap PMR d..
Everything bcum tougher..
I wish I can handle it...
I need friend's support..
Family's support..
Bcuz I hv to face another stress..
Which some of them nvr face..
Its Grade 8 practical..
I wish I really pass it....
And chase back the time when I practise piano..
Do well in my final exam..

Wana plan everything for myself..
Nx year for me,
Time is my most precious belonging..
God,
Do la help me.. ='(
Hope friends really can gv me support once I collapse again..
I nid u all..
And my dearest family =(..
I really need indeed T.T

2010,
A very very strange year for me now..
Troubles, stresses, problems..
Will b coming out very soon...
I noe I cant b tat tough..
But I wish I could go through it very smoothly ='(
I pray and I really pray T.T

I flu again..
In the first day of the year..
Lols?
Hope it doesnt represent tat Im unlucky for this year..
Pray pray pray ><