20 of July The end

Im in a collapse situation..
Who noes..?
Who cares...?
NO ONE..
Bcuz I nvr put my feeling on my face..
Tats y..
Im a happy fella in front of you..
But a moody person when Im alone...

What is a friendship..?
I asked for many times..
But I still cnt find any best answers...
I cannot find one to talk with when Im sad..
Although I hv many frens..
But for them..
They will jz put half-heart on my case..
Or jz say don think so much lar..~~~
Isit the way for them to comfort me..?
No one noes....

Friendship nvr end..?
It seem like a good sentence for a best friend..
Yet its jz a past from now....
Everyone cheating..
Who doesnt cheat..?
No one...
Stubborn..?
One of the problem...
Hard to forgive..?
One of the problem too...
And oso finally..
It ends meaningless here..

Who noe I care..
No one..
What I care is just represented a rubbish..
Or a tissue..
Finish using den throw into dustbin...
I contributed a lot..
No one cares also...
So..
What should I do...?
Let it end...?
Or do the same silly things again..?
COMPLICATED...

Its a entertaining friendship b4..
S.H.E...?
Separate finally..
I understand..
You wont feel not willing..
Although we care...
Its useless for us to endure..
Its useless for us to forgive...
The ending oso must b ended by you..

They were many doubts hvnt settled yet..
I wish to figure it out..
Bt seen like you wont care......
As what I say..
My contribution will considered as ur rubbish...

18 of July Foolish day..

Today was my cousin's wedding..
A romantic wedding..
Hope can hv a christian's wedding nx time..
Kinda romantic..xD

We go church for their wedding..
The bride was kinda pretty...
And the bridegroom handsome too =]
Hehex..

Will u married him as a wife and follow him bla bla bla..
YES I DO..
Will u love her bla bla bla bla..
YES I DO...
I don care wat the pastor say..
I jz love the word ''YES I DO''
Its romantic..xP

And soon..
We take pic with the two couple..
Too many camera infront..
Dono which one should we smile to ==
But I love this wedding so much..
TOO ROMANTIC..

Night..
We hv a dinner in CHUI HUA LOU near segambut I think..xP
Saw my frens working there..
Lols..

We sing we cheer we make alot of silly things there..
Bcuz all sakai sit together in one table..
Hahax..
All young man..Teenagers...xD
Kinda enjoy..

Bro get drunk..
Sing himself on the stage..
OMG..==
His voice..
No one can tahan..
Siao za bo..==
He want to sing with others soon..
But we pull him down from the stage ==..
My god..
Kinda foolish day...xP

Pastor sent us home..
Cause bro get drunk summore sis dono how to drive mom's car..
Lols..
So pai seh..==

Parents went back today..
Bt I d sleep..
Cause its tired....
Bt lucky they're save...
Thanks god..xP

14 of July Tired everyday

Another week another dayz..
Kinda tired..><
Intensive classes started..
Everyday stay to attend those classes..
Im tired..==

Today tuition..
Boring again...
Erica break her promise again n again..
Kinda angry....
Shes tired..
Bt Im tired too..==

Parents going to Bali tomorrow lor..
Hope they go happily and back safely..
And buy something special for me..xP
Especially pretty clothes..
xD

PMR approach me..
As what Yi Wen say..
I hv no time to finish up all the revision..
Haizz..
I jz hope to get 5 As and above..
Summore the 5 As can let me in Bio class..
T.T
I d expect that I wont get 8 As..
Your confident will make u more depress once u get ur result..
Haiz...

Everyday talking abt the same things..
Started boring with wat I wrote right..??
Haha..=.=
Teachers hvnt gv back all the exam papers yet..
Haiz..
Especially the En. Nordin..
Kinda slow...==

Im tired..(Yawning)
Gonna sleep..
Good night..=]

12 of July Im tired =(

What to post for today..?
AKU TAK TAHU..==
Keep on feeling happy with my blog..
Nice rite..?
Of cuz..
My work =] =x

Parents back from Ipoh today =]
Hehex..
They're safe..
Bt they are going to BALI this Wednesday...
=(
I will miss them..=(

This month will be free abit..=]
Test finish for this month only..
Bt still hv to sit for theory's trial exam..
Nx month more siao...
Trial exam for PMR..
And the real exam for theory..
I dowan to fail..TT
I feel tat I will fail this time..
Nvr fail b4 TT
Hopefully I will pass..
No merit or distinction also nvm =(

Tmrw..
Another week..
Ad 13 of July..
Days move so fast..
Hope to return back everything =(
My paper will return back this week..
Kinda scare for my result..=[
Especially Geo and KH..
Depress..=(

Oh ya..
My Chinese get an A FINALLY..!!
Wakaka
76 only..
Bt its gud for me..
Actually this time's exam really quite easy..==
4 comprehensions..
Kinda easy...

Moody day..
Exhaust with those stresses..
Haiz..

12 of July Brace up and go to ur target =]

Love my blog..?
I love it soo much..
The first time edited until so nice..
Feeling satisfied tat wat I did..
=]

Parents go Ipoh for my cousin's wedding..
And they will go Bali at 15 of July =[
And my cousin's wedding in KL is 18 of July...
So only me..bro n sis go ==
Kinda miss them today..
Feel unusual..
=x..
They went there and live in hotel for one day..
Then tmrw dono go where ==
LOLS...

Theory's exam coming..==
22 of July if I nvr forget..
The information really wrong..
My name : TAN XIOA JUN
Grade : Grade 8
Sampat..
Lucky I realise it and told the cashier to change.. ==

Dinner..
Buy things in pasar malam..
Many shirt tat I wish to buy..
Bt my mom wont buy for me for sure...
Cause its expensive summore i wont wear 1==
Of cuz..
Cause nvr go any special place oso..
If not u wan I wear nice shirt at home..?
LOLS..==
Our dinner sucks..
The beehun like shit only..
Odourless and somemore like shit..
Two for RM4..==
Gotta vomit ==
Summore its cold..==
Throw it bcuz I really cnt eat it ==
SUCKS

Monday hv to start everything again..
Prepare trial exam tat approaching..
After tmrw..
Stress again...
My mom say tat I was clever..
Just depends on how much works I put..==
LOLS..?
I don think so..
KH..GEO waiting to die..
Chinese now got kelas tambahan..
Geo got oso..
But I wish can handle those things...
KH oso got..
Oso ok d for me..
Especially electronic..
Just same at wat I learn in Science..=]

Monday school starts those intensive class..
Will b so busy d..
Hahax..
The more hard works u put..
The more accompaniments you get..
=]

11 of July Something about Pianos

Just finished reading theory grade 6..
Gonna exam soon..
Teacher wana ask tmrw..
Jz read half only..
I love piano..
Bt I hate those exams..





Last week..
Teacher told me that b4 ''piano''
People call it as harpsichord..
It involve two keyboards...
One on top another one at bottom..
Bt not organs..
Kinda special....
Its use in orchestra of Baroque period..
Complicated..
I nvr learn this b4 when Im in grade 1-5..

Earlier..
B4 harpsichord..
Thats another type..
The first type of piano I think..
The keyboard shorter...

http://images.google.com.my/images?hl=en&um=1&sa=1&q=first+piano&btnG=Search+images&aq=f&oq=

Must visited..
The first row the third pic..
I cant download it..
May b its too long time..
Only one picture..
Which is wat teacher show to me...
Damn nice..
Bt if its still selling in this world..
Imagine whats the cost ==


UNIQUE PIANOS

Isit nice..?
Its make of wood..
And the shape..
NICE..!!


I dream abt this b4..
Bt the piano in my dream involve two keyboards..
Summore L shape..
NICE TOO..!!


Mini piano.. =]
Hope to get it on my birthday nx year..xP


Another special =)


Its name ''giraffe piano''
Abit like me hor..? xP

My dream piano..(IN WHITE)


I will buy it once I bcum a millionaire or I hv much money..=]
And once I hv a big house..=]
Summore it must in white....=)

Just to let you know more..

The earliest piano..?x)


The structure of a piano..=]

9 of July Feeling blank again n again

Stressful days finally over..
Hahax..
This time sure get low marks...
Chinese do half ad felt sleepy..
Simply do n sleep..
Don care..==
Jz preparing to get bad results..
Bt hope my favourite subjects..
Maths and Science can get an A..=]

Hate ppl who broke their promise..
Kelas tambahan and tuition..
No ppl told me tat Nordin's class cancel..
So cham..
Lucky got gor-QuiHan teman me..
We went library..
And rest there...

Flu..Cough..Sore-throat..Abit fever...
Damn freaking suffer..
Dont worry..
Not H1N1 k..==
Voice bcum deeper cz of flu..
Kinda tired..

Today..
Bad news..==
My dad broke his finger bcuz of the machine..
OUCHH...
Kinda pain when I saw his wound..
Nvr see clearly..
Bt I can see the blood..
He has no response with it...
Bt Im feeling pain in my heart..==

Tmrw..
I think teacher will gv back BC and Science papers..
Jz waiting =]
BC ready die...xD

Feeling blank everyday..
Looks ok..
Bt really different with wat I think..
Im tired..
Really tired..
I know I cant wait for you..
Because its really meaningless for me to wait..
Normal girl..?
Its too hard to be..
Im not special enuf..
And a giraffe too =(
Wait or gv up..
Hesitating...
(Dont ask me more abt tis..Im not willing to tell.. Thanks=])

3 of July I hate it so much

Night-mare began since the first of July..
Everything is cuming approach me..
Theory's exam..
Monthly test..
Trial Exam..
And the exam tat torture me alot...
PMR..!!

Nothing will really exult me since those night-mares began..
Stresses ad dragging me to hell..
Really hope to live in a world without stress..
To enjoy..
To happy everyday without any troubles...

Im enough le..TT
Stop ''scolding'' me tat Im so tall...
Tats not wat I want..
If can..
I wish I have a normal height n weight...
TT
Everyone thought me as a monster..
Or better say as ghost..
Kinda hurted me..TT

Haiz..
What is a true friendship..?
I jz wish to know to true meaning..
I cant find any true in my friendships...
All fake..
All consist of misunderstanding and without any condolences..
I hate tis kind of friendship..
Without cooperate with each others..
Its really a fag..!!
I really hate it..!!!!