T.T STOP THE TIME

Is hoping the time could stop here..
I dowan everything becomes memories..
Which I have to keep in my brain..
And soon will b forgotten.. ):

Life is cruel.
We're exhausted with those stresses..
And problems in our life..
Now n even soon or rather say tomorrow...
Jz. Stop the time...

Parent's white hair is getting many..
Reached the ''state of uncountable''..
And hairs is getting fewer..
Feeling so bad D:

''Really looks blank?''
''Quite, old alrd T.T''
''Ya, I'm really old already..
Lucky I get married and hv u three..
Only feel worth.. ''
''Wonder why my frens hope to grow faster,
I wish the time could stop,
Sigh*''

Lucky we stopped here,
My tears is coming out..
And now..
Feeling heavy in my heart..
My tears exactly coming out..
I hate seeing them getting older,
I hate seeing them sigh-ing,
I hate when I noe Im 16 now,
And sis is 22 bro is 24 ):
I hate seeing them falling sick,
I hate seeing them getting blur,
I hate seeing them to watch me get marry..
I hate seeing them to b alone lastly..
I hate seeing them reach the end of their life..
I just hope they'll oways bside me..
Couldn't be independent without them,
I need them )':

Bro is 24 now,
After getting married,
Sure leaving this house..
And its my sis' and my turn..
They hav to b alone again..
When children are young,
They bring happiness and sweetness to you..
When they're growing up,
They will leave u and even give a lot of problems to you..
Well,
They're right..
I hate the word ''LIFE''
I really couldnt accept..
My parents are getting older..
Stop the time please )':

Since I watched the video which is 15+ years ago,
My dad n mom was still young..
And still can see they're loving each other so much..
Having family trip with their frens,
While those kids are still young..
And Im still not in this world..
Feeling like crying bt I'm enduring because tats so many ppl around..
They changed a lot..
Ya,
Getting older..
Again,
I wish the time could stop...

I was still form 1 before,
And now Im form 4..
The feeling sucks :/
Until now only I realize,
I missed a lot of things..
Until now only I realize,
I can only enjoy 2 more years in my secondary life..
Really cant stop the time?
Really? T.T

Time makes things become memories,
Time makes the words ''The happiness now will not last forever''
Time makes family separates,
Time makes friendship fade and change,
Time makes things become more complex,
And many many more =.=
Sigh..

I cant accept..
The concept..
'' Born, Old, Sick, Die''
We born to wait the end of our day..
Yea,
They said we hv to appreciate everything now..
For me,
Appreciate oso useless..
It will jz become memories..
And u will try hard to recall again..
Until it disappear in ur brain..
Or may b we have camera to take the pics..
Bt when u view the pics,
Knowing everything had already become memories..
And the u will feel sucks again..
Why don't just stop the time?

Ya,
Just stop the time T.T
Emo-ing*