:/

Finally free from doing revision..
Add math Physics Chemistry..!
And homework had done XD..
Some dono how to do so jz leave it on :P
Stress-nya~

Went piano's lesson today,
Eish..
Fees raised up again..
270$ per month..
Eihs D':
Found tat my expense per month really lots like hell..
Plus tuition+pocket money..
One month kinda reach 650..
Really sad of this..
If my bro isnt working..
My dad will b more suffer..
Bt wad my mom say is,
Piano is the last year ady..
Im Grade 8 now n gotta sit for exam on August..
Thanks God btw..
But hvnt get ready yet to graduate in my piano lesson..
Feel tat Im not qualified yet to graduate..
Some basic's things I forgot and even dono..
Eihs,
If time could returned back..
I will learn pop piano..
Even cheaper and interesting..
Bt will still try my harder,
To pass my Grade 8 exam..
Still gt theory havent gao dim..
But mom say jz postpone it..
Aihs )':

Dono how to reduce my expenses per month..
In tuition, its really hard..
Can't take full package..
Bcuz I go some places which is really good..
And the price of course different..
Aihs..
Sigh***
What I can do is,
Buy everything myself..
Including refference books or clothes if I'm able to..
I dowan my mom pays for me again..
I had used my parent's a lot of money..
Dono how to say thank you..
Bcuz I'm feeling sorry too...

Control myself..
Start saving money..
Don't buy wasteful things for myself..
Don't eat too a lot during recess time...
Save for myself and oso the easiness for my parents..
What I can do is only,
Work harder,
Save money..
And do not hope for more..
Pray for me..
I hv to do that (:
Only I can feel better..
Anyway,
Without them..
I couldn't b the better one..
God,
Just bless me..
Help me go through those troubles easily..
And change my every attitudes..

Dad's birthday today..
27/2..
Asked him this evening after he worked,
He nvr forgot..
We wana celebrate for him..
Bt he say no need..
Eish )':
Always like this..~
But..
Cant celebrate with him also..
Cant eat steamboat together also..
He went relative's wedding dinner..
Aihs...
Dono wan buy to him..
Even a wish oso did not say out..
Sorry dad..
Happy birthday..
Its useless to say here..
Because u don't even noe wats going on..
Love you..
Although u're different with others' dad..
You show ur serious face..
Blame us and scold us..
Those Christians told me before,
If I pray..
He really could change..
Definitely I hope him to change..
Just trying hard to communicate with him..
Sometimes still jokes with him..
But he doesnt feel anything too...
Well,
Whatever..
I told myself,
Hes smiling in his heart..
And love us in his heart...
A kinda stupid and hot temper man..
xD
Wink*
Happy buffday dad,
Muackz >,<

Havent have the mood to sleep yet :/
Starts Bio later..?
Hmm..
Oh ya..
Have to copy tuition's notes..
Which I have missed when I went PD..
Here I go,
Bye guys!

Pray harder,
I can stop feeling guilty bcuz of my expenses per month..
Just work harder..
I have to b a gud girl now...
No more the stubborn girl ady..
I have grown up....
God will guide me..
I believe on it (:
Pray for me!!

T.T STOP THE TIME

Is hoping the time could stop here..
I dowan everything becomes memories..
Which I have to keep in my brain..
And soon will b forgotten.. ):

Life is cruel.
We're exhausted with those stresses..
And problems in our life..
Now n even soon or rather say tomorrow...
Jz. Stop the time...

Parent's white hair is getting many..
Reached the ''state of uncountable''..
And hairs is getting fewer..
Feeling so bad D:

''Really looks blank?''
''Quite, old alrd T.T''
''Ya, I'm really old already..
Lucky I get married and hv u three..
Only feel worth.. ''
''Wonder why my frens hope to grow faster,
I wish the time could stop,
Sigh*''

Lucky we stopped here,
My tears is coming out..
And now..
Feeling heavy in my heart..
My tears exactly coming out..
I hate seeing them getting older,
I hate seeing them sigh-ing,
I hate when I noe Im 16 now,
And sis is 22 bro is 24 ):
I hate seeing them falling sick,
I hate seeing them getting blur,
I hate seeing them to watch me get marry..
I hate seeing them to b alone lastly..
I hate seeing them reach the end of their life..
I just hope they'll oways bside me..
Couldn't be independent without them,
I need them )':

Bro is 24 now,
After getting married,
Sure leaving this house..
And its my sis' and my turn..
They hav to b alone again..
When children are young,
They bring happiness and sweetness to you..
When they're growing up,
They will leave u and even give a lot of problems to you..
Well,
They're right..
I hate the word ''LIFE''
I really couldnt accept..
My parents are getting older..
Stop the time please )':

Since I watched the video which is 15+ years ago,
My dad n mom was still young..
And still can see they're loving each other so much..
Having family trip with their frens,
While those kids are still young..
And Im still not in this world..
Feeling like crying bt I'm enduring because tats so many ppl around..
They changed a lot..
Ya,
Getting older..
Again,
I wish the time could stop...

I was still form 1 before,
And now Im form 4..
The feeling sucks :/
Until now only I realize,
I missed a lot of things..
Until now only I realize,
I can only enjoy 2 more years in my secondary life..
Really cant stop the time?
Really? T.T

Time makes things become memories,
Time makes the words ''The happiness now will not last forever''
Time makes family separates,
Time makes friendship fade and change,
Time makes things become more complex,
And many many more =.=
Sigh..

I cant accept..
The concept..
'' Born, Old, Sick, Die''
We born to wait the end of our day..
Yea,
They said we hv to appreciate everything now..
For me,
Appreciate oso useless..
It will jz become memories..
And u will try hard to recall again..
Until it disappear in ur brain..
Or may b we have camera to take the pics..
Bt when u view the pics,
Knowing everything had already become memories..
And the u will feel sucks again..
Why don't just stop the time?

Ya,
Just stop the time T.T
Emo-ing*

Random

Well,
Im bac (:
Tahan-ing to b energetic ==
Y don't I sleep? ==?
Haha.
Jz hav the mood to update my blog lar >< :))
Im back from Port Dickson,
I miss there a lot,
Especially the pretty beach..
It wasnt like wad I imagine b4 I went..
The sea is quite clean..
And I meet crabs, jellyfish, and hermit crabs..
All tiny tiny in size..
Damn syok weh :D
Hav to walk carefully on the beach.. ==
A crabs was injured bcuz I stepped it accidentally..
Sorry D:
Feeling guilty now ><
Jellyfish quite a lot oso..
Abit transparent and I can see its internal organs..
Er.?
Cute or disgusting?
LOL..
Imagine u step on it..
EEEEEESH and u will b sent to hospital ==

Well,
Avillion the hotel,
5 STARS..
Which Tat Hong wished to go..
But fully-booked XD..
I miss everything there..
Especially the room.. ><
Whee ~

Lol,
Back to normal..
A lot of pics in my camera..
But I will only upload some once I free..
Aihs, My camera took pics too clear..
And the files very big..
To upload 5 pics to blog or fb,
I hv to wait around 15 or even 30 mins..
383 PICS ==
10 pics ad gotta shout loud ==
Im not tat patient =.=
Will jz upload some nice one :)

Pn. Syuhaily..
Finally back and starts our BI lesson.. ==
Aihs,
No more honeymoon..
Like we hv free's periods to fools around n jokes around in this two month..
Well,
She told us something which I feel its really bad..
We shouldnt b proud of getting A in BI in PMR ==
If Im not mistaken,
She said 60 considered A..
I predict math sure 55+ A ==
Science they said 50 A oso..
They're right,
PMR cant proove anything ==

Exam is coming very soon..
Eihs..
Still not so confident in Add Math..
Hope so will be better after tuition's teacher finish the chapters..
Chapter 1..
Went tuition on Feb,
Miss kinda alot
Hv to choose time to practise, and revise again..
Aihs.. T.T
Shouldn't b lazy anymore..
PC shooo away from me ==
Thx God..
Fb getting fewer comments to reply..
I can close after online-ing 15+ mins....
Hahaha :)

Gotta sleep now,
Dowan b late to school like today again =.=
Im so tired..
Bye guys :)

nah nah

says HI :)
Hehehe ^^~

Yesterday open house..
Quite a lot of pics ^^
Dad get drunk..
And say ''Goodnight'' to me
SweeeET ><
Can say this is my first time hearing tis xD
Touching touching*
Only can see his serious look everyday..
But when he get drunk..
He changed to another person
Hahaha xD
Will upload the pics if Im free..
^^

Gosh..
Homeworks nvr touch b4..
O.M.G T.T
ADD MATH..!!
Dono do how to do ):
Tuition very slow T.T
I wish the time could stop!! T.T

Departing to Port Dickson tomorrow ><
Daddy isn't following D:
Not free
Aihs.. ><
Hope everything will b alright (:

Someone reminds me tat exam is coming soon..
Sei sei sei..
Im still stuck-ing in Add math..
Gosh T.T
Havent even start my Sejarah tuition..
Only do notes in house..
Somemore addicted to facebook AGAIN and AGAIN
T.T

May God bless me T.T
Visiting aunt's house later..
><
New number tim~
Inform me if u wan..
Only for one I know :D
Dear,
I love you :P

Picha picha and PICHA!

Picha picha picha~
No edit~
And with 100% original XD
Taken by me me ME!!
xP


Day one of CNY
14/2/2010

On the way to cousin's house..
Angpau, IM COMING!!

Bro's backside..
Taken by me..
Uncle bside..
No tat feel jor ~

Fat a~ Money come ar~
Healthy oways ar~
Results gud a~
Bla bla bla~~

cant see my face..
Fine..
My look in day one XD

Preparing to watch movie~
I love the scarf~ XD


2nd day of CNY..
15/02/0210

Simply loving this pic..
My hair~
Well, fan right in front of me :P

Well,
This shirt coz 33.90+ after discount ==
Original price 63+
Siao gila,
First time buying so expansive de shirt ==
Well,
Bro who paid it xD

Just ignore the toilet..
My expression mmg funny~

I cant stop laughing on tis pic XD

Triangle's tongue?
xD

Simply taken~

So tall? high?
xD


Argh,
Im still enjoying the day of CNY..
GOD,
Stop the time!!
I hate ppl telling me happy time will not last forever.. ):
Wuu T.T

Tomorrow day-three~
Going Dato's banglo as usual @@
Bringing camera :D
Den go Cheras..
Another auntie's house..
Muahaha..
Im still enjoying..

Hw?
XU away from me D:
Especially Add math..
T.T

Countdown~
2 days more for Tat Hong..
3 days more for me..
To depart to PORT DICKSON!!
Muhahaha~

First day of CNY~

Hey guys..

I wear skirt today..!!
Except of school's uniform..
Today is my first day wearing skirt ><
In 2010*
Muahaha :3

Jeans skirt..
Wulala~
Well,
Damn not convenient at all..
Sit politely everything oso must bcareful..
Again,
I prefer jeans or shorts jeans xD
Hehe :3

Pics?
I hv no either one xD
Bt for today's activites..
I had some..
But no mud to upload..
Hehehe...

Am going to cinema later..
Having movie at 12am..
Dont jealous or envy..
Ok?
Muahahaha~

Angpau angpau..
Still not enough for me..
I need MORE!!
Kekez ^^

Happy happy CNY..
Happy happy You n I..xD
Well,
I have forgotten the valentine's day..
Single?
So so wad ><
Im still a rock star xD
Wrong lyrics? hmm

Have to prepare now~
Dont miss me..
Enjoy ur CNY~
Kakaka ^^



28 tickets..
Relatives+cousins..
One of them is mine..
Wahaha..
Awesome rite?
Yeah!!
1/4 of the cinema..
Muahehehe :3
I'm coming..~
Hope wana stay at home n sleep de daddy..
Can safe and hav a sweet dream in house..
God bless us :D

pics

comments please..~
I love these after editing..
Muahaha :3
Especially the Ah Jun
^^

Sigh

Back from prefect's camp..
Well..
Sucks indeed..
Teachers stole our sleeping time and do such lame activities..
Some of us don have sleep until the nx day..
We jz took a nap for a while..
And its more tired den one who nvr sleep ==
Kinda regret to take the nap =.=

To teachers,
If we have to discipline like wad we did when schooling..
Den we memang cant find any fun in this camp..
I jz have to explain..
I hav no pin bcuz I have lost it..
I wonder how am I going to pin..
And kena ''step'' infront of so many prefects...
We have our dignity..
Dropping our face making us to feel shame..
It will jz becomes worst in the problem between teachers and prefects..
Call us to say our idea out..
But shamed us infront of so many people..
Everyone was so tired..
After being shamed,
Imagine if thats you..
How will you feel..
Its the first time I felt,
Being a prefect is aint easy..
We have to look at student's face..
And now even teacher's...
We did our wrong in the first time..
And we changed after it..
But in ur mind,
We're still the same..
Its kinda meaningless to do well..
I wonder,
When we can communicate with teachers nicely..?
Well,
Shes the one who admire the most,
Shamed me in front of so many people..
And she made me dono how to face her..
But it wasnt bcuz of shame,
Is because of the sucks feeling..
Really feel so dissapointed..
And I thought shes the best one among those teachers..
And I found tat Im really so wrong T.T

90 degree bounding..
For me,
We respect teachers..
But teachers oso nvr respect us..
''Terima kasih cikgu''
In fact,
I really don hv tat mood to say it..
I'm sorry ==

We're oso human..
Hope to get respect one day too..
Not only from students..
And also from adults..
And now..
In our job,
We really hope tat..
Teachers respect us too D':

We understand our ketua's feeling..
For others I dono,
Bt I had already understand..
I jz wana teachers to know..
The communication between prefects and teachers,
Really important..
And oso to believe us..
Aihs..
Sigh :(

I saw it using my eyes..
Tasting the pain from my heart...
Well,
It hurts ):

FUNNY!

Im here to update my blog lar :D
Muahehehe :)

4th February

It was somethings funny happened xD
And kinda all about teachers xD..

Start with our Chemistry teacher...
Muahaha..
Pn Azlina....
Who have a nickname as ''CHING SUI FA''
Emotional teacher ==
The first time she makes me feel like loving her xD
She lose her voice..
And make us feel tat shes finally SEXY ><

She asked us to do her homework after finish teaching..
Dono wad happened ady,
Tat hong shouted ''SHIT''
Hahaha xD
''Shit, apa shit, sini bukan tandas''- Teacher said..
xD
''Class, don say some ''4 words'' in my class..''
Hahahah!!
''Examples?'' Woon asked~
'' Examples? You noe urself.. Shit lar wadeva lar XD''
Ohhh, teacher said xD
And we counted,
Fxk lar~ Shxt lar~
Hmm
ATOM?
MOLE?
We whispered,
''Next time how if teacher says abt atom or mole?''
Hmmm xD
Muahaha ><
''Not fxk den fxker''
Tat Hong said,
It isnt 4 words bt 6 words..
Yes we can speak... xD
LOL
Lame but funny.. ><
xD

Additional class for BIO..
Continue our presentation abt cells cells CELLS ><
Muahaha :D
Group by group~
And it turned our freak lousy Group 6..
All laughed out loud when saw the file..
'' BIO PRESENTATION-GROUP 6(MMG LOUSY)''
Im the one who made..
Those members were looking at me XD XD
Kai Wen who presents it xD
I remembered,
About ground tissues,
3 types..
Collenchyma,
Pallenchyma,
Sclerenchyma..
May b my spelling wrong lar..
Guess wad Tat Hong taugh Kai Wen to pronounce XD
'' Collen GAI MA, Palllen GAI MA, Sceleren GAI MA''
Wad de TUT~
Memang funny
GAI MA..
Chicken punya mak?
Leng lui lao shi oso shaked head XD
Muahaha

5th February
Dowan talk much~
Again funny's things happened in our class..
Back class after selling the bears ><
I was sweating like HELL =.=
Its gud tat En Wong was absent :D
Muahaha
Time to have FUN :D

Chi Hao the sakai..
Took pau's bag with a green colour cover
( To prevent from the bag to get wet when rain)
This time,
He did not act Ninja Turtle anymore~
He acted dai bi Lou xD
Pull his pants up..
Until his stomach there..
Bend his body..
Spec wear it under his eyes..
Used Qui Han's belt to join his neck and pants..
Exactly like a dai bi lou..

Its already very funny..
Moreover, ==
He danced ''POKER FACE'' by Lady Gaga in class..
With the actions..
And the p-p-p poker face chorus XD
Go see the MV..
And u will get wad I mean :D
He asked us to gv him money if want for more performance..
Summore with his dai bi sound XD XD XD
Pau gave him RM0.20 xD
And I gave him RM1 to sing one more song..
''SUPER WHITE''
Create by me n him xD
Too bad,
You all werent in 4 Anggerik..
Super White this song exactly talking abt rude word..
'' very very super white''
Get wad I mean?XD
LOLS
He went 4 Mawar to promote his dai bi looks..
And the back door of our class was crowded.. xD
Some came and watched the so call PERFORMANCE
Muahahaha..
We're laughing like hell..
And lucky the one who scold him, Pn Ng wasnt in 4 Mawar..
We memang have fun xD

Heres Physics,
Again Gorila teacher pronounce equation as EKUASTION
LOL
Tat Hong and Woon really laughed,
And teacher asked them wats going on xD
We made teacher so freaking embarrassed ><
She said tat its normal..
If we are teaching,
We oso did mistakes
Hhahaha!!
Again,
She makes me confuse again..
m/s^2 is same as ms^-2 lar ==
Her explanation exactly like shit..
And we thought its different..
If Ching Yew nvr told us,
We really trust wad she explain to us ==
Lucky I did go tuition,
If not my Physics sure DIED ==
GORILA they called her >< xD

Haha,
Quite a long post ><
But jz to say tat..
Our class memang funny.. :D
4 Anggerik no ''bookworm''..
But is full with '' crazyworm ''
Memang funny xD
Is enjoying*
B4 the exam ><>

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坐上幸福热气球，开始咯~



幸福热气球：

第一阶段
① 绰号：猪/ Small pig/ Ah Jun ==
② 星座：双子座
③ 生日：1994年6月09日
④ 兴趣：逗人笑
⑤ 血型：I dono :P
⑥ 最宝贵的东西：妈妈送我的手表 ><
⑦ 最讨厌的东西 : 被人毁约

幸福热气球：
第二阶段
① 有喜欢的人吗：也许
② 有交往吗：没有 (谁要我?xD)
③ 幸福吗：渴望着
④ 他很爱你吗：''慢慢等吧'', 我告诉我自己 xD
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想做什么：轰轰烈烈的谈场恋爱

幸福热气球：
第三阶段
① 你被谁点：Emerline
② 他是你的谁：朋友
③ 他的个性是：多种变化..?? hmm
④ 他长得怎样：胖胖..矮矮 >< 百分百的企鹅
⑤ 跟他认识多久：3年+
⑥ 你想跟他说什么：我不爱你 xD
⑦ 如果他变成你的情人：这是什么世界 ><

幸福热气球：
第四阶段
① 最爱的音乐：浪漫,抒情
① 最爱的季节：春天
③ 最爱的卡通：我不知道 ><
④ 最爱的颜色：蓝色,紫色,粉红色,白色
⑤ 最想去的国家：韩国、法国、意大利、日本
⑥ 最爱的水果：芒果 榴莲 苹果
⑦ 最爱的饮料：珍珠奶茶
⑧ 最爱的人：我不知道 ><

幸福热气球：
第五阶段
① 你很爱哭吗：我希望
② 你很爱笑吗：那当然..只不过肚子会酸
③ 你是很有信心的人吗：没有(因为太高而引起)
④ 你想要怎样的生活：无忧无虑,没压力
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗：就是太高了

⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗：非常
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗：还好` 看是什么运动
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗：那么高, 跳舞像什么(除了hiphop)
⑨ 你很专情吗：假如我很爱他
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗：累了才睡
Ⅰ 你喜欢唱歌吗：只要不破音,就喜欢了

幸福热气球：第六阶段

开始点名
1. Meng Chyi
2. Carol
3. Yvonne
4. Kersheen
5. Angie Yap
6. Chiok
7. Yoke Fei
8.Wei Hong
9. Jojo
10. Snowy Chay

[五号跟谁谈恋爱]：单身的吧?
[一号是男的还是女的]：女的(我老婆)^^
[六号人很好吗]：er? 不知道哦 xD
[二号很色吗]：不够我 ><
[七号跟三号在一起吗]：应该互不相识吧
[八号是单身吗]：是的
[你会追求四号吗]：我是女的,有了老婆,不搞姐妹恋 xD
[十号喜欢一号吗]：她敢动我老婆?xD
[五号读那间学校]：SMK Menjalara
[六号喜欢谁]：hmm..
[二号喜欢唱歌吗]：还好吧
[你爱七号吗]：跟踪我的人? xD
[三号住哪]：甲洞吧
[十号跟你告白]：你有男朋友哦 xD
[四号有宠物吗]：好像是只狗

如果你有三个愿望 ,Tell me your wish :
1 .家人朋友永远都在我身边
2.SPM 考好点的成绩
3. 谈恋爱? 我也不知道

(给多我几个愿望嘛 T.T) xD

We HATE homeworks D:

I hate homeworks.

Being damn lazy to complete it..
Holidays make me lazy again ><
Hate to complete it..
Somehow its ain't easy to b done..
Form 4's life..
Indeed sucks+tough...
Or its bcuz Im being TOO lazy?xD
Hmm..
Muahahaha :P

Nah again,
ANTI-HOMEWORKS..
Super agree with me?
Yo buddies,
Yes your are..
And its a must... :)
Muahahaha

First time feeling tat,

You're so different suddenly..
I can't even believe..
Well,
Its really YOU D: