situpid ):

It's not belongs to me..
Means it's really not..
Just assume that I think too much..
Situpid....

Pics~

I said before,
I will be posting my perasan pic..
Here is it~
Leave if you feel annoying okay..
I'm not pretty,
But just love perasan-ing..
Tat's GIRLS! :D

Well,
Im not showing my middle finger :X

I wish my eyes can become bigger ><

:X
Am simply loving my hair =.=

Kakaz,
Quite love this :D

Form 2,
My junior gave me this.. XD
Haha,
I noe I'm not as cute as IT =P

I'm smiling with TEETH

I love this pic..
It's only focusing on my finger..
Hahaha~

That's the reason why I love SUCCESS REFERENCE BOOK..
kAKAZ,

My hair was messy =.=

Childish looking?
Hmm.


Found some funny pics in my bro's fb..
Kakakaz~ ^^

They said he looks like them..
Some even says,
He look like JAY CHOU..
I was like,
LOL

Omg,
Now only I realize..
He was the basketball school team last time..
And their team's name is..
FANTASY~
So awesome..~

If my mom nvr stopped me,
I guess I'm still playing basketball now ):
Or may be the school team ady...
But I should feeling thankful to her..
If not I lagi TALL..
And lagi DARK and BLACK!
And lagi not like a GIRL!
XD
But,
I do sigh for not joining taekwando,
Abuden,
I wont be that tall..
Bcuz their exercise will tie ur muscle @@
They say so..
Haha,
But if I join..
I will bcom more boyish =.=
Somemore,
Injured and scars everywhere..
Ouch!
:P

Sorry to someone ):

Thanks God..
Everything had been settled..
''Misunderstanding'' driving people crazy indeed..
One people misunderstand,
Everyone misunderstand then.
Sorry that we misunderstand you..
And oso sorry that we make you feel so depress..
I'm sorry.

Friendship,
A true friendship should be believing each others..
No matter what's happening..
Just believe each other..
It's too hard to achieve and to make it possible..
Rumour makes one's friendship break..
Now even misunderstanding too...
It's damn hard to find a really indeed extremely STRONG friendship..

We'll just say ''SO UNBELIEVABLE''..
''She's that kind of person?!''
But we will not think that,
Is this news really true?
Or MAY BE someone lying?
Or misunderstand happens again?
It's humanity..
We dowan to be hurtled..
We tend to believe the rumour or the news..
Out of investigating the really TRUTH..
We have a very doubt on it..
When realizing we were wrong,
It's already too late.
Sigh..
Take it as a lesson,
From today (:
But I couldn't ensure that,
Same thing will not happens again...

Well,
Sorry..
We apologized for not believing you..
Feeling guilty watching you dropping tears..
I'm so so sorry.. ):

EVERYTHING!

It's friday again!
Another week over..
Tmrw having school...
I bet,
4 Anggerik sure half of the guys ABSENT.
Ady take it as usual..
Alright,
Nothing special..
Tat's our anggerik sTYLE..
Which every teachers feel headache to.
Sry, teachers! :P

Changed the songs in my blog,
Another 2 songs that I'm loving currently :D
Sweet memories especially!
Yea,
By Olivia Ong again (:
Japanese song if I'm not mistaken..
I'm so in LOVE with it! :D

Am mumbling now!
About some special activities happened this few days.
Start! =P





17 of April
Went Hi-Tea at Perfection..
Nice decoration with High-class food =.=
Is like having Hi-Tea in 5 stars hotel..
LOl,
It's nice but.. ! =.=
Their food was COLD like hell.. =.=
I have no mood to eat at all..
They prepared a lot of food,
But no food is HOT or warm geh =.=


Get one present bcuz of my PMR results,
TEDDY BEAR which I love! :D
They called us as TOP ACHIEVERS =.=
I was like, DER =.=
Should be those who took straight As lar :/
LOL.
Student's performances,
Some was like shit some was ok ok only..
But I love the live band..
Performed by students too..
It's nice but TOO LONG performing.. =.=
Quite annoying LOL..
10+ songs =.=
And we ignored them,
And chit chat with friends XD

One the pic I took..
Found out this is nice among those photos..
Haha,
Thanks to my friend to ask me post like this :D
May b is like shit-ting for you all?
Hahaha,
I wont give a damn ! XD
I LOVE IT!

Night,
Went Hong Meng's house to celebrate Eva and Liang's bday.
Liang's postponed to that day to celebrate..
While we celebrated Eva's earlier (:
Enjoyed there (:
And Hong Meng's house was big!
[Hong Meng Su Meng, keep writing wrong! =.= ]
Well,
It's in Desa Park City~
AWW..
I wan a house there too :P
Can it be my bday present?
Hahahhaha XD
Had a night walk at 11.30pm
Awesome right?
It's not dangerous at all..
We did have fun..
Liang, Kai Ru and Yoke Teng..
Thier outfits were in black and white..
So every pics they took were like Model..
Especially Teng and Liang!
Damn nice lar..
View Teng's profile and view for more!
:D

21 of April
We'd been practising for so many days
Finally is the day!
Hahaha..
Told you some in my previous post right?
Well,
Here's the video
http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=389076059724&ref=mf
If cant view,
Then search ''Carol Chang'' fb,
To search for the video..
It's awesome!
BTW,
Thanks our class monitor YSM for taking it!
Another memories again..
(:

And finally for TODAY
Mom bought a new iron for me..
''Played'' with it for an hour..
It's fun and damn NEW for me..
Got steam at the bottom,
And got a button to spread the water out..
Haha,
May b it's normal for you all..
But it's freaking NEW for me..
My sis said I was like people from Kampung XD
No choice lar,
My previous iron-er was heavy like hell..
And DAMN OLD style! XD
Hahaha,
I'm siao now..
In love with my new iron-er..
XD

Kay lar..
Bye bye!
My next post will b uploading my pics..
Muahaha,
My perasan pics!
Watch out if you're curious on it XD
:P

I wonder,
What happen to me recently..
Well,
Those curious coincidences were amazing ...
Carry on (:

sigh.

Oops,
Seems I've been a long time nvr update my blog..
Ahahas..
Dono what to write..
And I'm addicted in facebook again..!
It's the only wall that I can talk with (:
My status wrote my feeling =P

Today,
Someone kiss me..!
XD
Almost kiss,
But not really one (:
I hope our performance did entertain you all
They said,
I look real in the moment I fell down..
Haha,
Dude,
I was in pain that time..
:X
I cant stop laughing..
Cause I'm wondering too,
You know,
I gotta die soon in reality..
I hv to wait for them,
After 5 minutes something,
Only my turn to be rescued..
Quite funny XD
Well,
Thanks everyone for your cooperation..
Especially for those who performed :D
Well done.
Thumb up*

Sometimes I wonder,
Isit all intelligent people,
Who has bad attitude?
I wonder,
I'm sigh for them..
Aihs..
We never did anything to wad you had done..
But you did so A LOT!
=/

pEOPLE,
Don't remind me about height,
Just act like I'm short please..
I know my own things..
But u all wouldn't know,
It does hurt me ):
SIGH.



Here,
Wish those victims in QingHai, China..
Can brace up to start another new life..
And hope so people who were dead in this incident..
Can rest in peace
......

The earth is really changing,
We're just waiting,
When will it ends?
D:

Stop growing taller and TALLER!

People,
I'm so upset with my height currently..
:/
My height is indeed frustrating me...
Sigh.

If it's possible,
I hope I could exchange my height with guys who are shorter..
If miracles really happen,
I hope tat my height will b not more den 170 cm..
Tall is good,
I admit.
But I'm too abnormal..
People overweight,
I over-height...
It's so ridiculous.....

While friends are buying high heels,
I can only buy flat one..
When friends are buying T-shirt..
I'm searching all around to find longer one..
While friends are wearing shorts,
I have to wear slightly longer so that I won't look ''lala''..
While friends are wearing skirt or dress,
I'm confusing wat to wear for my shoe..
While friends are wearing lagging and look nice with their high heels,
And I'm wondering..
Isit I can only wear jeans??
Sigh.

Once I go to public place,
A lot of weird face looking at me..
I have to endure..
Those gossip from them..
They're whispering..
Making action..
Everything is about ''THE GIRL IS SO TALL''
!@!$#@%^%$&..
I can only endure..
Pretend tat I dono wat are they talking about..
I'm so tired with these D:

Thanks someone for telling me,
I know,
I should let God decide everything..
Follows wad he had arranged for me...
I know,
I should not care about other's thinking on me..
Just be myself..
And be proud with wad my God has created for me..
I know,
I should not be complaining..
Since it's already the unchangeable fact..
I know,
I should brace myself up..
And start building my confidence..
I know,
I should b grateful with wad I have..
I know,
I should think positively and satisfy with wat I'm having now..

Short hopes to grow taller..
Tall hope can bcome shorter..
Thin one wana to bcum fatter abit..
While fat one wana to b thin and slim...
Tat's humanity..
No one is satisfying with wad they had..
Quite a weird world =.=
Peliknya :/

Sigh,
Pray for me please..
And I have to change my habit =.=
Stop plotting and measuring my height..
Can I do it?
I just know,
I cannot stop my height to grow now..
I just can face..
And accept ):
May be,
They're right..
God has his own reason to create me to b tall..
Time will tell everything and proof everything (:
I just wana to b fatter..
Since I'm too skinny to have this height..
SIGH.!

:l

Plotting my height on the door,
Is one of my habit quite once a month..
And,
Last night,
I found that I have grow taller ):
I plotted many times,
And it's same..
But yesterday I plot,
It changes.. ):
My sister helped me,
2 cm taller :(
I was like,
Can I die now?
It's like knowing urself 2 cm shorter ady for you all..
Sigh.

Just played basketball two days only..
I wonder,
Why 2cm taller..
I thought,
I ady stopped growing up since last year.
How?
I'm so down now T.T
I REALLY VERY VERY HATE MY HEIGHT..

I still wana play basketball,
Im so lovin it now ):
God,
Why you treat me like this :(
I'm not interested in modeling lar T.T
Aihs.
Don't jealous on my height,
I should be the one who jealous urs..!
T.T

Sigh.
Feeling like crying last night..
And almost cant sleep ):
Why I have a super TALL daddy?
How come I will b taller den my sis..
Which my sis oso don hv this tall like me..
Totally sigh.

Well,
Today teacher recommended us to buy a chinese novel..
It's with a T shirt
Hmm,
If I'm not mistaken..
The author's name is XIAO JUN in Chinese..
And the one of the TEE backside gt the XIAO JUN name..
I'm GONNA BUY THIS! :D
Since she has the same name with me!
Wahahaha,
Who want my signature?
I can give you now XD

Haha,
I noticed it when my friend was holding tat Tee..
Before the teacher made announcement..
I was shock.
Since when I go and make one shirt who has my name bhind..
Omg,
Im so proud of my name now,
Which the author has same name with me..
XIAO JUN,
Sounds so nice for me now..
Muahahahaha XD

:/

I wonder,
How are we going to save our earth..
Since the weather are getting hotter =.=
And we cant even survive without air-con..
Sigh.
It's much better withe the presence of air-con
Sigh sigh.
Feeling guilty :/

If can,
I wish to b a guy..
Since my height is suitable to be ):
Don't ask why will I being so tall..
You should ask my grandgrandgrandfather..
Who have grandchildren or son like him...
And ask my mom,
Whos the one who marry him. =.=
And scold me,
For playing basketball almost everyday during stage of puberty..
Sigh sigh. :/

LOVE again!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=113768501982542

View this video,
ESPECIALLY FOR GURLS..
Dont't give up easily first,
Since people havent give you up..
And abandon you..

Regret,
Will just let u be more fear with ur mistakes..
Look forward,
Tell urself,
I must have a better life start from today.

In that video,
And I found that..
I kinda lack of the feeling of safety..
Im too scared to touch about LOVE..
Are guys reliable?
I dono yet..
I'm so fear on it
):
Tats why.

Seaching for loyal guy* ):
It's too few in this world..

Girls,
Who are so easy to get hurt..
Guys,
Who are so easy to hurt others..
It's wat in my opinion..
No offence,
That's just wad I think.

i know

I dowan to.

I'm a sensible person..
Sometimes,
I know wat're they mentioning about..
I know wat're they talking about..
And even know wat are they thinking about..

And this,
Driving me to be very very sensitive..
Or may be,
Wad I expect,
Wad I think about..
It's exactly same with wat you think..

I just hope,
I dono anything.

Shouldn't be feeling abit guilty..
Since the word already spoke out from you..
Yea,
I was stupid enough (:
It's still the same.
WHATEVA for me now.

l.o.v.e

遇见


人的一生中要遇见很多人
茫茫人海中
你总要遇见这三个人

第一个是你最爱的人
第二个是最爱你的人
第三个是和你共度一生的人

首先会遇见最爱的人
然后体会到爱的感觉
因为了解被爱的感觉
所以才能发现最爱你的人

当你经过爱与被爱
学会了爱
才知道什么才是你最需要的
也才会找到最适合你
能够和你相处一辈子的人

但是很无奈
在现实生活中
这三个人往往不是同一个人
最爱你的
往往不是你最爱的
你最爱的
往往没有选择你
而最长久的
偏偏不是你最爱
也不是最爱你的
他只是在适合的时间
出现的一个人

你 生命中
出现了第几个人呢??

没有人是故意要变心的
他爱你的时候是真的很爱你
可是他不爱你的时候
也是真的不爱你了
他爱你的时候
无法假装不爱你
同样的
他不爱你的时候
也没有办法假装爱你

当一个人不爱你
要离开你
你要问自己还爱不爱他
如果你也不爱了
千万不要为了可怜的自尊
而不肯离开
如果你还爱他
你应该会希望他过的幸福快乐
希望他跟真正爱的人一起
绝不会阻止
你要阻止他得到真正幸福
就表示你已经不爱他了
而如果你不爱他
又有什么资格指责他变心呢

爱不是占有
你喜欢月亮
不可能把月亮拿下来
放在脸盆里
但月亮的光芒
依然会照进你的房间
换句话说
你爱一个人
也可以用另一种方式占有
让爱人成为生命中永恒的回忆

如果你真爱一个人
就要爱他原来的样子
爱他的好
也爱他的坏
爱他的优点
也爱他的缺点
绝不能因为爱他
就想让他变成自己希望的样子
万一变不成就不爱他了

真正爱一个人
是无法说出原因的
你只知道
无论何时何地
都希望这个人陪着你

你呢,
找到了第几个

茫茫人海中
你遇见了谁
谁又遇见了你呢


Copy from a video,
Using half an hour on typing..
Just for the one who oways feel down bcuz of love..
It's meaningful..
For you and for me (:


My words,

如果你不爱他,
就放他走..
即使是普通朋友,
也不要太过火...
不要给他希望,
让他觉得自己还有机会..
最总给他的答案,
却是..
我们只能做朋友

这样,
你不但伤了他..
更令许多人误会了
你真正的性格.

Random

Somehow,
I hope that the girl was me..
And.
I'm yours..
And you're mine...

:X
Nth happen on me..
But this sentence is nice indeed (:

STOP IT!

Tan Xiao Jun,
Stop it..
Don't complain but cherish it
Stop it..
Don't regret after the things happen..
Please...

It's time to b independent now..
TAN XIAO JUN,
I'm seriously talking to you..
You're not the xiao mei mei anymore..
U're 16 now..
U have to be mature more..
Be independent,
Don't rely to other people again...

Remember,
Don't wait until ppl push you,
Only you move..
Tan Xiao Jun,
Understood?!!

Short hair lur

Hey!
Seem no one notice tat I've cut my hair..
All said got cut like don hv cut..
Omg,
Im so hurt ):

The barber was my cousin..
Shes still learning,
But almost finish her course..
Can graduate d..
(:

I planned to cut my fringe only geh..
Err,
Macam LYF punya fringe..
But my face is DAMN LONG ):
So not suitable for me..
Suan ):
My face only suitable to cut short fringe..
But school not allow =.=
Bcuz,
I have to pin my hair like SIAOPOH! =.=
Situpeed..
Mom wana me to cut my backside too,
It's too long..
Den cut abit lor..
Tak sangka,
My cousin cut V-shape..
Abit fail liao den cut again..
So very short liao..
PLUS..
My head was senget when shes cutting =.=
Im cute hor..
Wonder head senget oso got =.=
So now,
Short liao..
Suan ><

Cried after I cut ><..
U noe,
It's too short for me..
And Im going for Hi-Tea at Perfection..
For PMR results geh..
My hair short like this..
How am I going to wear nice nice wor? ):
Sorry,
I fa hiao liao XD
Anyway,
I wan my long hair back ><
Now,
Biasa d lor..
When I tied up my hair Can see it?
V shape bcum more obvious jor..
And I'm lovin it..
Cause it doesn't look short >< xD

Cut last Monday,
I bet if I nvr said out,
No one notice I cut =.=
LOL..
Actually it's true lar..
Just short liao 3 inch (ouch*)
Nth special anymore (:
Hmm,
Mom and sis say..
This hair look my face shorter..
More young too.. ><
:P
And..
My hair bcum lighter..
Easy to tie ><
And healthier..
After rebonding,
Hair rosak all.. ><
Now,
Those broken hair ad cut..
Brown colour hair not so obvious ad :P
Ps : Tat's original geh!
Ahaha

Enjoyed new hairstyle punya pics here..
Ta da~

(:
Ok hor?
Hope so not very ugly for you all..
Although it's too short for me T.T

Pimples again! ):

I look pale?

Since the bananas nvr view my blog,
Time for me to act cute :D
Skip if u feel disgusting..
I love my way to make fun of myself XD

Nvr comb my hair =.=
And I feel I'm damn FUNNY here! xD

Doing Math's homework..
See my hair..
Ah po!! :D

Behind geh look~


How is it?
Hope it's not tat bad lar ><
Will long back geh..
Yaya, ><
Just wait it long back..
Den may b rebond again?
Hmmm
><

Nah,
Give u all see..
Long hair geh cute yong~ xP

Hair braided in long pigtails..
With Erica's hat :P
Hahahaha ><

Feel like tie-ing like this when go gai gai..
I mean before I cut my hair lar..
But,
Dont forget..
I'm tall..
Imagine,
A tall gurl with two braided hair in long pigtails..
Freaking awkward =.=
Disadvantages of being tall..T.T

Alright,
Miss my long hair now..
Let's say good bye to my long hair..
BYE BYE~! :(

Miss my long hair forever :(

Form 3 last year..
So nice hor ><>

Says bye!
T.T

Dont look at my acting cute's face..
See my LONG HAIR!!

Goodbye,
My lovely long loNG hair..
The straightest and longest hair ever I guess ):
Goodbye!

):

If I can choose,
I hope to be the one..
Who hurt people..
Don't care people's feeling..
Talk with thousands of thorns..
And even being selfish to others...

I hope,
I could be like them..
And need not to endure people anymore..
Need not to feel sad..
And speechless alone....):

You know,
I really hate
):

T.T

I'm really tired now..
Really,
Very very tired ):
I hate confusing for so many things..
Really hate,
Can things go through smoothly..?
):
I'm just a 16 years old girl..
I just hate tat feeling..
Really hate...
I wana enjoy my life too ):

Very very very very.. ):
TIRED
Heavy minded T.T
Who to rely to? ):