overly relaxed!

Just got back from CF :)
not CHUN FAI,
but christian fellowship =P

It's almost the last day for us,
next week is having jamuan together,
and for next year's cf,
will be hold in the school :)
It's much more convenient..
Guess what,
En. Wong is responsible for this.
happy * :D
Will be missing miss wong and some preachers at the church,
and also the grand piano :P

just that few months,
got a lot of insight from it :)
thanks Meng Khang too,
for bringing me there :P
=]

Nyway,
exam is SUPER around the corner,
which is 3 days more from now.
Praise me please,
I didn't read much or even feel panic on this.
Feel guilty,
But I dono why,
I seriously dislike stressing myself.
And I'm still feeling relax..
Cute of me =.=
Lye lye,
u make me change so a lot XD

Used to be very very anxious for my result,
Stressing myself,
Even worry people will score better den me sometimes.
But now?
Everything changed.
Feel the previous me is just super pathetic..
Is like no life =.=
Worry this worry that.
Compete with this and that.
Now?
I know,
I read for myself.
Everything is for myself.
And looking further do makes me feel better..
Thanks ah Lye for advising me last time :)
With you,
I super relax.
and SUPER LAZY xD
Once we did homework,
it seems to be a miracles for us XD

But still,
feeling guilty.
I'm just overly relaxed =.=
How arh?
Average still got 65 above?
maintain the A?
Lah,
Worry but don feel like putting any effort on it..
Tuition fees so much,
But didn't do any changes for my studies...
How arh =(
aiyooo
One thing tat make things even worst,
Mom just say '' I can't help you lor, now study lar ''
SHE DON EVEN BLAME ME :(
Make me lagi guilty.. :(
3 days more to my exam.
Tak de masa dah =.=
Regret and guiltiness,
this TWO WORDS.
Super scary for me =.=

Will still try my best,
Not to get a SUPER SUCKS result,
No matter how,
Still will study.
But still hope result will not tat bad lar =(
miracles,
happen please.
those things will not be happened for next year.
I confirmed ><
( seems not tat trust-able =.= )

anyway,
Thank God for changing me :)
Feel that I've changed quite a lot..
Looking further is the best changes for me =)
No wonder,
will relax until OVERLY RELAXED =.=
Sorry,
Love those carefree life :X

now the only thing I should change is just.
DON BE OVERLY RELAXED =.=
trust me,
I will do it @@
trust me =.=
LOL! XD

Since when,
I don't mind so much ?
since when,
will start to think at one's side?
May be no one realizes this.
But,
I did realize this.