overly relaxed!

Just got back from CF :)
not CHUN FAI,
but christian fellowship =P

It's almost the last day for us,
next week is having jamuan together,
and for next year's cf,
will be hold in the school :)
It's much more convenient..
Guess what,
En. Wong is responsible for this.
happy * :D
Will be missing miss wong and some preachers at the church,
and also the grand piano :P

just that few months,
got a lot of insight from it :)
thanks Meng Khang too,
for bringing me there :P
=]

Nyway,
exam is SUPER around the corner,
which is 3 days more from now.
Praise me please,
I didn't read much or even feel panic on this.
Feel guilty,
But I dono why,
I seriously dislike stressing myself.
And I'm still feeling relax..
Cute of me =.=
Lye lye,
u make me change so a lot XD

Used to be very very anxious for my result,
Stressing myself,
Even worry people will score better den me sometimes.
But now?
Everything changed.
Feel the previous me is just super pathetic..
Is like no life =.=
Worry this worry that.
Compete with this and that.
Now?
I know,
I read for myself.
Everything is for myself.
And looking further do makes me feel better..
Thanks ah Lye for advising me last time :)
With you,
I super relax.
and SUPER LAZY xD
Once we did homework,
it seems to be a miracles for us XD

But still,
feeling guilty.
I'm just overly relaxed =.=
How arh?
Average still got 65 above?
maintain the A?
Lah,
Worry but don feel like putting any effort on it..
Tuition fees so much,
But didn't do any changes for my studies...
How arh =(
aiyooo
One thing tat make things even worst,
Mom just say '' I can't help you lor, now study lar ''
SHE DON EVEN BLAME ME :(
Make me lagi guilty.. :(
3 days more to my exam.
Tak de masa dah =.=
Regret and guiltiness,
this TWO WORDS.
Super scary for me =.=

Will still try my best,
Not to get a SUPER SUCKS result,
No matter how,
Still will study.
But still hope result will not tat bad lar =(
miracles,
happen please.
those things will not be happened for next year.
I confirmed ><
( seems not tat trust-able =.= )

anyway,
Thank God for changing me :)
Feel that I've changed quite a lot..
Looking further is the best changes for me =)
No wonder,
will relax until OVERLY RELAXED =.=
Sorry,
Love those carefree life :X

now the only thing I should change is just.
DON BE OVERLY RELAXED =.=
trust me,
I will do it @@
trust me =.=
LOL! XD

Since when,
I don't mind so much ?
since when,
will start to think at one's side?
May be no one realizes this.
But,
I did realize this.

scary.

may i know something?
being in a higher place in your job,
really will make you so seriously happy?
and worthy for you to fight for it,
until u'll get stressed and even worry about it everyday.?
I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

OMG.
tat's just scary.
one who desperate for something,
will be seriously different with the previous one tat I knew..
Girl,
is that worthy? :(

A leader,
is to be responsible and also to BE FAIR to ur juniors.
A leader,
will discuss everything with the assistants..
BUT NOT only doing everything and decide everything urself.

I know I'm not suppose to talk so alot,
since I already give up this job.
But I seriously feeling unfair.
No one stands up to talk about it.
But just will comment a lot behind..
even IM THE ONE.
anyway,
Who dare?
and also will there be any difference?
i hate it.

I'm seriously satisfied.
Voted by my fellow friends,
Supported by my best friends,
and also knowing that I got the ability for it. o.0
But,
I just don wanna fight for it.
I'm glad to see that I'm not like a burger between those who're fighting..
I feel more free for it.
Yea,
There might be people saying that I fail to be,
or though I wanna be but I failed...
Well,
I wont give any damn for it..
Friends know who am I,
And also I understand myself.
IT'S SERIOUSLY ENOUGH. :)

every chosen one have the ability for it..
Gambateh,
Our future leader.. :)
And also my dear,
U're my number one to be chosen for it =)

And also to you,
Look further please.
The more you hope for,
The more disappointment you'll get when u fail.

if something is belongs to you,
it will belongs to.
Look further,
girl.

:)

BINGO!
I tried to study.
But I failed half way.
How to say?
It's all procrastination who guides me.
BOOH BOOH,
still,
my fault. :P

Did study,
But not that much.
Lucky tuition teachers did revise some chapters.
Otherwise,
Shit kao kao :P
Heeheeee.

Well,
Do miss me?
My blog is dead recently.
I everyday facing a book.
Called facebook.
LIKE-ing people's link.
Comment-ing people's status.
And this makes my day.
LMAO!

Relaxxxxxxxxx.
Is good,
But currently I am overly relaxing :)
HOw?
For final exam,
2 weeks and abit more to go.
Gahhh,
Miracles happen on a lazy pig?
So hard rite? :(

Getting weaker.
Tried to sleep late.
But yawning before 12.
Getting older?
NO please :(

Study smart but not study hard.
Gee :)
Hopefully my final result will not be that sucks :(
One subject that I'm confirmly dieing,
SEJARAH.
Tuition teacher is just too slow. =.=
:(

Okayy,
Saw something in fb.
Which makes me cry,
and even feeling sad. :(
People,
appreciate ur life.
Some people,
They hope to survive longer,
But they did not have the chance.
PLEASE,
Don't ever try to give up ur life.
:)

People,
Do think about WHY.
But not always HOW..
Try it,
it's much better.
:)

Dont ask how.
But why.
:)