situpid ):

It's not belongs to me..
Means it's really not..
Just assume that I think too much..
Situpid....

Pics~

I said before,
I will be posting my perasan pic..
Here is it~
Leave if you feel annoying okay..
I'm not pretty,
But just love perasan-ing..
Tat's GIRLS! :D

Well,
Im not showing my middle finger :X

I wish my eyes can become bigger ><

:X
Am simply loving my hair =.=

Kakaz,
Quite love this :D

Form 2,
My junior gave me this.. XD
Haha,
I noe I'm not as cute as IT =P

I'm smiling with TEETH

I love this pic..
It's only focusing on my finger..
Hahaha~

That's the reason why I love SUCCESS REFERENCE BOOK..
kAKAZ,

My hair was messy =.=

Childish looking?
Hmm.


Found some funny pics in my bro's fb..
Kakakaz~ ^^

They said he looks like them..
Some even says,
He look like JAY CHOU..
I was like,
LOL

Omg,
Now only I realize..
He was the basketball school team last time..
And their team's name is..
FANTASY~
So awesome..~

If my mom nvr stopped me,
I guess I'm still playing basketball now ):
Or may be the school team ady...
But I should feeling thankful to her..
If not I lagi TALL..
And lagi DARK and BLACK!
And lagi not like a GIRL!
XD
But,
I do sigh for not joining taekwando,
Abuden,
I wont be that tall..
Bcuz their exercise will tie ur muscle @@
They say so..
Haha,
But if I join..
I will bcom more boyish =.=
Somemore,
Injured and scars everywhere..
Ouch!
:P

Sorry to someone ):

Thanks God..
Everything had been settled..
''Misunderstanding'' driving people crazy indeed..
One people misunderstand,
Everyone misunderstand then.
Sorry that we misunderstand you..
And oso sorry that we make you feel so depress..
I'm sorry.

Friendship,
A true friendship should be believing each others..
No matter what's happening..
Just believe each other..
It's too hard to achieve and to make it possible..
Rumour makes one's friendship break..
Now even misunderstanding too...
It's damn hard to find a really indeed extremely STRONG friendship..

We'll just say ''SO UNBELIEVABLE''..
''She's that kind of person?!''
But we will not think that,
Is this news really true?
Or MAY BE someone lying?
Or misunderstand happens again?
It's humanity..
We dowan to be hurtled..
We tend to believe the rumour or the news..
Out of investigating the really TRUTH..
We have a very doubt on it..
When realizing we were wrong,
It's already too late.
Sigh..
Take it as a lesson,
From today (:
But I couldn't ensure that,
Same thing will not happens again...

Well,
Sorry..
We apologized for not believing you..
Feeling guilty watching you dropping tears..
I'm so so sorry.. ):

EVERYTHING!

It's friday again!
Another week over..
Tmrw having school...
I bet,
4 Anggerik sure half of the guys ABSENT.
Ady take it as usual..
Alright,
Nothing special..
Tat's our anggerik sTYLE..
Which every teachers feel headache to.
Sry, teachers! :P

Changed the songs in my blog,
Another 2 songs that I'm loving currently :D
Sweet memories especially!
Yea,
By Olivia Ong again (:
Japanese song if I'm not mistaken..
I'm so in LOVE with it! :D

Am mumbling now!
About some special activities happened this few days.
Start! =P





17 of April
Went Hi-Tea at Perfection..
Nice decoration with High-class food =.=
Is like having Hi-Tea in 5 stars hotel..
LOl,
It's nice but.. ! =.=
Their food was COLD like hell.. =.=
I have no mood to eat at all..
They prepared a lot of food,
But no food is HOT or warm geh =.=


Get one present bcuz of my PMR results,
TEDDY BEAR which I love! :D
They called us as TOP ACHIEVERS =.=
I was like, DER =.=
Should be those who took straight As lar :/
LOL.
Student's performances,
Some was like shit some was ok ok only..
But I love the live band..
Performed by students too..
It's nice but TOO LONG performing.. =.=
Quite annoying LOL..
10+ songs =.=
And we ignored them,
And chit chat with friends XD

One the pic I took..
Found out this is nice among those photos..
Haha,
Thanks to my friend to ask me post like this :D
May b is like shit-ting for you all?
Hahaha,
I wont give a damn ! XD
I LOVE IT!

Night,
Went Hong Meng's house to celebrate Eva and Liang's bday.
Liang's postponed to that day to celebrate..
While we celebrated Eva's earlier (:
Enjoyed there (:
And Hong Meng's house was big!
[Hong Meng Su Meng, keep writing wrong! =.= ]
Well,
It's in Desa Park City~
AWW..
I wan a house there too :P
Can it be my bday present?
Hahahhaha XD
Had a night walk at 11.30pm
Awesome right?
It's not dangerous at all..
We did have fun..
Liang, Kai Ru and Yoke Teng..
Thier outfits were in black and white..
So every pics they took were like Model..
Especially Teng and Liang!
Damn nice lar..
View Teng's profile and view for more!
:D

21 of April
We'd been practising for so many days
Finally is the day!
Hahaha..
Told you some in my previous post right?
Well,
Here's the video
http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=389076059724&ref=mf
If cant view,
Then search ''Carol Chang'' fb,
To search for the video..
It's awesome!
BTW,
Thanks our class monitor YSM for taking it!
Another memories again..
(:

And finally for TODAY
Mom bought a new iron for me..
''Played'' with it for an hour..
It's fun and damn NEW for me..
Got steam at the bottom,
And got a button to spread the water out..
Haha,
May b it's normal for you all..
But it's freaking NEW for me..
My sis said I was like people from Kampung XD
No choice lar,
My previous iron-er was heavy like hell..
And DAMN OLD style! XD
Hahaha,
I'm siao now..
In love with my new iron-er..
XD

Kay lar..
Bye bye!
My next post will b uploading my pics..
Muahaha,
My perasan pics!
Watch out if you're curious on it XD
:P

I wonder,
What happen to me recently..
Well,
Those curious coincidences were amazing ...
Carry on (:

sigh.

Oops,
Seems I've been a long time nvr update my blog..
Ahahas..
Dono what to write..
And I'm addicted in facebook again..!
It's the only wall that I can talk with (:
My status wrote my feeling =P

Today,
Someone kiss me..!
XD
Almost kiss,
But not really one (:
I hope our performance did entertain you all
They said,
I look real in the moment I fell down..
Haha,
Dude,
I was in pain that time..
:X
I cant stop laughing..
Cause I'm wondering too,
You know,
I gotta die soon in reality..
I hv to wait for them,
After 5 minutes something,
Only my turn to be rescued..
Quite funny XD
Well,
Thanks everyone for your cooperation..
Especially for those who performed :D
Well done.
Thumb up*

Sometimes I wonder,
Isit all intelligent people,
Who has bad attitude?
I wonder,
I'm sigh for them..
Aihs..
We never did anything to wad you had done..
But you did so A LOT!
=/

pEOPLE,
Don't remind me about height,
Just act like I'm short please..
I know my own things..
But u all wouldn't know,
It does hurt me ):
SIGH.



Here,
Wish those victims in QingHai, China..
Can brace up to start another new life..
And hope so people who were dead in this incident..
Can rest in peace
......

The earth is really changing,
We're just waiting,
When will it ends?
D:

Stop growing taller and TALLER!

People,
I'm so upset with my height currently..
:/
My height is indeed frustrating me...
Sigh.

If it's possible,
I hope I could exchange my height with guys who are shorter..
If miracles really happen,
I hope tat my height will b not more den 170 cm..
Tall is good,
I admit.
But I'm too abnormal..
People overweight,
I over-height...
It's so ridiculous.....

While friends are buying high heels,
I can only buy flat one..
When friends are buying T-shirt..
I'm searching all around to find longer one..
While friends are wearing shorts,
I have to wear slightly longer so that I won't look ''lala''..
While friends are wearing skirt or dress,
I'm confusing wat to wear for my shoe..
While friends are wearing lagging and look nice with their high heels,
And I'm wondering..
Isit I can only wear jeans??
Sigh.

Once I go to public place,
A lot of weird face looking at me..
I have to endure..
Those gossip from them..
They're whispering..
Making action..
Everything is about ''THE GIRL IS SO TALL''
!@!$#@%^%$&..
I can only endure..
Pretend tat I dono wat are they talking about..
I'm so tired with these D:

Thanks someone for telling me,
I know,
I should let God decide everything..
Follows wad he had arranged for me...
I know,
I should not care about other's thinking on me..
Just be myself..
And be proud with wad my God has created for me..
I know,
I should not be complaining..
Since it's already the unchangeable fact..
I know,
I should brace myself up..
And start building my confidence..
I know,
I should b grateful with wad I have..
I know,
I should think positively and satisfy with wat I'm having now..

Short hopes to grow taller..
Tall hope can bcome shorter..
Thin one wana to bcum fatter abit..
While fat one wana to b thin and slim...
Tat's humanity..
No one is satisfying with wad they had..
Quite a weird world =.=
Peliknya :/

Sigh,
Pray for me please..
And I have to change my habit =.=
Stop plotting and measuring my height..
Can I do it?
I just know,
I cannot stop my height to grow now..
I just can face..
And accept ):
May be,
They're right..
God has his own reason to create me to b tall..
Time will tell everything and proof everything (:
I just wana to b fatter..
Since I'm too skinny to have this height..
SIGH.!

:l

Plotting my height on the door,
Is one of my habit quite once a month..
And,
Last night,
I found that I have grow taller ):
I plotted many times,
And it's same..
But yesterday I plot,
It changes.. ):
My sister helped me,
2 cm taller :(
I was like,
Can I die now?
It's like knowing urself 2 cm shorter ady for you all..
Sigh.

Just played basketball two days only..
I wonder,
Why 2cm taller..
I thought,
I ady stopped growing up since last year.
How?
I'm so down now T.T
I REALLY VERY VERY HATE MY HEIGHT..

I still wana play basketball,
Im so lovin it now ):
God,
Why you treat me like this :(
I'm not interested in modeling lar T.T
Aihs.
Don't jealous on my height,
I should be the one who jealous urs..!
T.T

Sigh.
Feeling like crying last night..
And almost cant sleep ):
Why I have a super TALL daddy?
How come I will b taller den my sis..
Which my sis oso don hv this tall like me..
Totally sigh.

Well,
Today teacher recommended us to buy a chinese novel..
It's with a T shirt
Hmm,
If I'm not mistaken..
The author's name is XIAO JUN in Chinese..
And the one of the TEE backside gt the XIAO JUN name..
I'm GONNA BUY THIS! :D
Since she has the same name with me!
Wahahaha,
Who want my signature?
I can give you now XD

Haha,
I noticed it when my friend was holding tat Tee..
Before the teacher made announcement..
I was shock.
Since when I go and make one shirt who has my name bhind..
Omg,
Im so proud of my name now,
Which the author has same name with me..
XIAO JUN,
Sounds so nice for me now..
Muahahahaha XD

:/

I wonder,
How are we going to save our earth..
Since the weather are getting hotter =.=
And we cant even survive without air-con..
Sigh.
It's much better withe the presence of air-con
Sigh sigh.
Feeling guilty :/

If can,
I wish to b a guy..
Since my height is suitable to be ):
Don't ask why will I being so tall..
You should ask my grandgrandgrandfather..
Who have grandchildren or son like him...
And ask my mom,
Whos the one who marry him. =.=
And scold me,
For playing basketball almost everyday during stage of puberty..
Sigh sigh. :/

LOVE again!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=113768501982542

View this video,
ESPECIALLY FOR GURLS..
Dont't give up easily first,
Since people havent give you up..
And abandon you..

Regret,
Will just let u be more fear with ur mistakes..
Look forward,
Tell urself,
I must have a better life start from today.

In that video,
And I found that..
I kinda lack of the feeling of safety..
Im too scared to touch about LOVE..
Are guys reliable?
I dono yet..
I'm so fear on it
):
Tats why.

Seaching for loyal guy* ):
It's too few in this world..

Girls,
Who are so easy to get hurt..
Guys,
Who are so easy to hurt others..
It's wat in my opinion..
No offence,
That's just wad I think.

i know

I dowan to.

I'm a sensible person..
Sometimes,
I know wat're they mentioning about..
I know wat're they talking about..
And even know wat are they thinking about..

And this,
Driving me to be very very sensitive..
Or may be,
Wad I expect,
Wad I think about..
It's exactly same with wat you think..

I just hope,
I dono anything.